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had dinner with f0urthree'o5 today.
enjoyed myself though i really hate dining at seoul garden.
poor huijuin lost her whole wallet.
just hope the thief will be nice enough to take de money and return the wallet.
and yah, fangyi is really really BURNT.

went to shop with jenn and fangyi after that.
it was a TORTURE shopping with these two woman.
they were testing perfume, while i was sneezing beside them la!
stupid jenn still held it so close to my nose.
7 years of friendship and she did this kinda thing to me! lol.

saw a bag which i think i like a lot.
but its like a pretty old design le. =(

it was really nice chatting with them. =)
laughing over pinafore-'idiots'.
first day of school, sharon wore her tie inside the pinafore.
and shan came to school without her belt.
apparently she thought the uniform is worn without a belt. LOL.

helped jenn fangyi qiao take spastic photos.
the icecream was great! choc with choc chips. =D

went into the stoning mode quite a few times today.
i need sleep! have been sleeping real late.
mon-4am
tues-5.30am
wed-7.30am

haha. its like i'm sleeping the next day!
watched memoirs of a geisha yesterday night. or rather today morning.
damn boring la. couldn't comprehend what they were saying too.
my dad called at 4am to ask if we wanted supper.
had a fright cuz my hp rang suddenly but my dad rocks la! =)

stopped geisha halfway and went back to watch my EXPRESS BOY.
hoho. so much nicer can.
anyway sarah, "this holidays dont need to do homework already"
because i wont be able to un-glue myself from the tv and dvd player.
haha. yea grace i'm enjoying holidays.
cuz i get to stay home a lot and watch a lot a lot of dvds.
i have express boy, tru calling, perhaps love, etc.
i kinda hope that this is dec holidays. LOL.

guess the only unfortunate is that i'm hell BROKE.

had choir today! the finnish guy is so funny and nice.
choir's like the colour in my life now.
i don't mind singing for the rest of my life i guess. =)

anyway, replaced a new mp3 player.
now its black. LOL. my things are going 'black' again.
the saddest part though, is that i need to transfer all my songs again.

hoho. checked civics classes at the atrium today.
o6S10's staying together! =)
and youxin's in LIGNUM too!

yay! stella's here to ton at my house again.
she brought my express boy! HE JUN XIANG. =D
this holidays dont need do homework already. >.<

WAHAHA. whyamifeelingsoinsecure.arewedriftingapartorwhat?
march seemsasthouudunrelicaremuchabtwadsgoingoninmylife.
is inoeishdntuseelengthofurrepliesasameasureofhwmuchimeantou.
so stopmefromfeelingthiswayalright.nitdoesnthelpdaturesofaraway
gonna itsgonnabesostupidifiweretojustactlikeidontcareorwad.
rock. butsomehowifeelthaturenotgoingtoknowimreferingtoyou.

iMISS wonglaifong.
how she used to crap with us for 40mins and teach the remaining 20mins.
how we used to suan her about her height.
how much she enjoyed giving us past year papers.
how maths lesson rocked with her around.

iMISS yongengkiat.
how he cracked lame jokes during every lesson.
how he tried to turn over a new leaf.
how he had to be responsible for all the bad things 4/3'o5 did.
how he wiped out polo sweets from supermarkets and drew his masterpiece to encourage us.

iMISS f0urthree'o5.
how we enthu-ed during april games.
how we screamed during school events.
how much fun we had at chalets and dinners.
how we laughed together during lessons.
how we played captain's ball like crazy people during pe.

iMISS jiaying(aka my ahjerth dear).
how we used to pass each other letters.
how we communicated by writing in our own shared book.
how i used to look for her and hide when i feel down.
how we stayed close at heart even when we're not always together.

iMISS perlin.ningx.shan.fangyi.
how we ate during lessons.
how we sang our lungs out at kbox.
how we escorted mdmwong back to the h.o.d room after maths lessons.
how we always had so much to chat about.

iMISS weiyee.
how we used to stone during history lessons.
how we used to stand together and slack during choir.
how we used to always suan each other.
how we used to chat on msn in the middle of the night.

iMISS 2/1'o3 chi girls.
how we used to gossip and play truth or dare.
how we enjoyed ourselves during reunion lunch and dinners.
how we celebrated each and every single one's birthday.
how we ended every year's finalyear exams by eating at seoulgarden.

was chatting with my cousin over dinner today.
realised that i'm missing anderson so much.
life in anderson made me experience all the sweet, sour, bitter, spice.
i met friends whom i'm sure i'll remember them all my life.

anyway, mentioned in some entry quite some time ago i'll post pics.

first up, presents i got on my birthday!(quite long ago though)


from 2/1'o3 chi girls!


from my dearest ahjerth dear =)


from perlin ningx shan fangyi jiawei!


from rocking njc og8!


from jinyi


and now, pics of the people i miss so much!


me and ahjerth dear.


ningx . me . shan



me . qiao


jenn . me . pat


me . fabby


of course not forgetting f0urthree'o5, although this is just half the class. =)

lessons are back to normal.
time to sort out feelings and get back to work.
spent the whole of yesterday in heartache.
watching someone leave forever,
with only ashes and memories for us to keep.

time seems to crawl the last few days.
felt like weeks although she's only been gone for a few days.

felt like i haven't attended lessons for years.
so was kinda weird today. trying hard to catch up.
i need to complete:
physics kinematics assignment and tutorial
chem electronic structure tutorial
maths trigonometry tutorial
econs essay

im so glad holidays are coming.

gonna be so dead. more than 1 week of work undone.
i'll be missing the 2nd day of orientation too.
anyway, leave a tag if you're going to nj k?
whether your appeal is successful or you've been posted there.

if only i had slept 30mins later.
if only i had gone to the hospital on thurs.
if only we had not helped her to switch hospital.
if only.

miracles don't happen.

damn bored la, so decided to change layout.
super slow at it now. simple editting also takes me 45mins.
guess i'm just not in the mood.

had a very short gp cuz ms tan wasn't here.
left after completing that dumb worksheet on the topic of bias.
don't think i wrote sense anyway.

felt distracted the whole day.
feeling damn worried la.
left for the hospital immediately after school.
luckily she's much better today.
finally got to see her after so many months.
she looks so frail. lost a lot of weight.
and when i saw the scars left behind by her chemo, i couldnt hold back my tears.
i know i'm not supposed to cry in front of her, but i couldn't help it.
fell asleep on the hospital's sofa cuz was really tired.

please tell me miracles do happen.

woohoo! had bbq at youxin's house today!
rocks rocks rocks la. but her house damn far from main road.
lol. her house's so nice, like palace like that.
swimming pool, surround system, grand piano, etc.
haha. if i have a house like that, i don't even wanna go school can!
she has a nice brother too! =P
but of course, my dear og best friend youxin rocks most. =)

yesterday's ntu choir concert rocked too!
nj choir sang great! i'm really loving choir.
saw vijay, yukai, ziyuan, apple, etc. only got time to wave though.
ANDss choir concert coming up. jiayou!!
haha. bathed and dropped dead immediately upon reaching home.

went glenneagles today.
how i wish i could go in and visit her.
i wanna recover now! so that i won't pass on the virus to her.

met up with og8 at nj bus stop.
so happy that many turned up la. =)
had a really nice time bbq-ing and chatting at her house.

tonight don't need to sleep liao man.
now trying to understand the chem notes.
it sucks to miss lectures. market equilibrium sounds chim too.

i was DAMN PISSED today.
heard stuff that totally pissed me off.
and changed my impression of them.

jumping to conclusions, making groundless accusations.
so this is what you're capable of yea?
brainless loudspeakers like you suck.
i'm not interested in hui sui hang.
so shut the hell up.