my little history.

2006-03-18T23:43:00.000+08:00

2006-03-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

had dinner with f0urthree'o5 today.
enjoyed myself though i really hate dining at seoul garden.
poor huijuin lost her whole wallet.
just hope the thief will be nice enough to take de money and return the wallet.
and yah, fangyi is really really BURNT.

went to shop with jenn and fangyi after that.
it was a TORTURE shopping with these two woman.
they were testing perfume, while i was sneezing beside them la!
stupid jenn still held it so close to my nose.
7 years of friendship and she did this kinda thing to me! lol.

saw a bag which i think i like a lot.
but its like a pretty old design le. =(

it was really nice chatting with them. =)
laughing over pinafore-'idiots'.
first day of school, sharon wore her tie inside the pinafore.
and shan came to school without her belt.
apparently she thought the uniform is worn without a belt. LOL.

helped jenn fangyi qiao take spastic photos.
the icecream was great! choc with choc chips. =D

went into the stoning mode quite a few times today.
i need sleep! have been sleeping real late.
mon-4am
tues-5.30am
wed-7.30am

haha. its like i'm sleeping the next day!
watched memoirs of a geisha yesterday night. or rather today morning.
damn boring la. couldn't comprehend what they were saying too.
my dad called at 4am to ask if we wanted supper.
had a fright cuz my hp rang suddenly but my dad rocks la! =)

stopped geisha halfway and went back to watch my EXPRESS BOY.
hoho. so much nicer can.
anyway sarah, "this holidays dont need to do homework already"
because i wont be able to un-glue myself from the tv and dvd player.
haha. yea grace i'm enjoying holidays.
cuz i get to stay home a lot and watch a lot a lot of dvds.
i have express boy, tru calling, perhaps love, etc.
i kinda hope that this is dec holidays. LOL.

guess the only unfortunate is that i'm hell BROKE.

2006-03-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

had choir today! the finnish guy is so funny and nice.
choir's like the colour in my life now.
i don't mind singing for the rest of my life i guess. =)

anyway, replaced a new mp3 player.
now its black. LOL. my things are going 'black' again.
the saddest part though, is that i need to transfer all my songs again.

hoho. checked civics classes at the atrium today.
o6S10's staying together! =)
and youxin's in LIGNUM too!

yay! stella's here to ton at my house again.
she brought my express boy! HE JUN XIANG. =D
this holidays dont need do homework already. >.<

WAHAHA. whyamifeelingsoinsecure.arewedriftingapartorwhat?
march seemsasthouudunrelicaremuchabtwadsgoingoninmylife.
is inoeishdntuseelengthofurrepliesasameasureofhwmuchimeantou.
so stopmefromfeelingthiswayalright.nitdoesnthelpdaturesofaraway
gonna itsgonnabesostupidifiweretojustactlikeidontcareorwad.
rock. butsomehowifeelthaturenotgoingtoknowimreferingtoyou.

2006-03-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

iMISS wonglaifong.
how she used to crap with us for 40mins and teach the remaining 20mins.
how we used to suan her about her height.
how much she enjoyed giving us past year papers.
how maths lesson rocked with her around.

iMISS yongengkiat.
how he cracked lame jokes during every lesson.
how he tried to turn over a new leaf.
how he had to be responsible for all the bad things 4/3'o5 did.
how he wiped out polo sweets from supermarkets and drew his masterpiece to encourage us.

iMISS f0urthree'o5.
how we enthu-ed during april games.
how we screamed during school events.
how much fun we had at chalets and dinners.
how we laughed together during lessons.
how we played captain's ball like crazy people during pe.

iMISS jiaying(aka my ahjerth dear).
how we used to pass each other letters.
how we communicated by writing in our own shared book.
how i used to look for her and hide when i feel down.
how we stayed close at heart even when we're not always together.

iMISS perlin.ningx.shan.fangyi.
how we ate during lessons.
how we sang our lungs out at kbox.
how we escorted mdmwong back to the h.o.d room after maths lessons.
how we always had so much to chat about.

iMISS weiyee.
how we used to stone during history lessons.
how we used to stand together and slack during choir.
how we used to always suan each other.
how we used to chat on msn in the middle of the night.

iMISS 2/1'o3 chi girls.
how we used to gossip and play truth or dare.
how we enjoyed ourselves during reunion lunch and dinners.
how we celebrated each and every single one's birthday.
how we ended every year's finalyear exams by eating at seoulgarden.

was chatting with my cousin over dinner today.
realised that i'm missing anderson so much.
life in anderson made me experience all the sweet, sour, bitter, spice.
i met friends whom i'm sure i'll remember them all my life.

anyway, mentioned in some entry quite some time ago i'll post pics.

first up, presents i got on my birthday!(quite long ago though)

from 2/1'o3 chi girls!

from my dearest ahjerth dear =)

from perlin ningx shan fangyi jiawei!

from rocking njc og8!

from jinyi

and now, pics of the people i miss so much!

me and ahjerth dear.

ningx . me . shan

me . qiao

jenn . me . pat

me . fabby

of course not forgetting f0urthree'o5, although this is just half the class. =)

2006-03-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

lessons are back to normal.
time to sort out feelings and get back to work.
spent the whole of yesterday in heartache.
watching someone leave forever,
with only ashes and memories for us to keep.

time seems to crawl the last few days.
felt like weeks although she's only been gone for a few days.

felt like i haven't attended lessons for years.
so was kinda weird today. trying hard to catch up.
i need to complete:
physics kinematics assignment and tutorial
chem electronic structure tutorial
maths trigonometry tutorial
econs essay

im so glad holidays are coming.

2006-03-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

gonna be so dead. more than 1 week of work undone.
i'll be missing the 2nd day of orientation too.
anyway, leave a tag if you're going to nj k?
whether your appeal is successful or you've been posted there.

if only i had slept 30mins later.
if only i had gone to the hospital on thurs.
if only we had not helped her to switch hospital.
if only.

miracles don't happen.

2006-02-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

damn bored la, so decided to change layout.
super slow at it now. simple editting also takes me 45mins.
guess i'm just not in the mood.

had a very short gp cuz ms tan wasn't here.
left after completing that dumb worksheet on the topic of bias.
don't think i wrote sense anyway.

felt distracted the whole day.
feeling damn worried la.
left for the hospital immediately after school.
luckily she's much better today.
finally got to see her after so many months.
she looks so frail. lost a lot of weight.
and when i saw the scars left behind by her chemo, i couldnt hold back my tears.
i know i'm not supposed to cry in front of her, but i couldn't help it.
fell asleep on the hospital's sofa cuz was really tired.

please tell me miracles do happen.

2006-02-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

woohoo! had bbq at youxin's house today!
rocks rocks rocks la. but her house damn far from main road.
lol. her house's so nice, like palace like that.
swimming pool, surround system, grand piano, etc.
haha. if i have a house like that, i don't even wanna go school can!
she has a nice brother too! =P
but of course, my dear og best friend youxin rocks most. =)

yesterday's ntu choir concert rocked too!
nj choir sang great! i'm really loving choir.
saw vijay, yukai, ziyuan, apple, etc. only got time to wave though.
ANDss choir concert coming up. jiayou!!
haha. bathed and dropped dead immediately upon reaching home.

went glenneagles today.
how i wish i could go in and visit her.
i wanna recover now! so that i won't pass on the virus to her.

met up with og8 at nj bus stop.
so happy that many turned up la. =)
had a really nice time bbq-ing and chatting at her house.

tonight don't need to sleep liao man.
now trying to understand the chem notes.
it sucks to miss lectures. market equilibrium sounds chim too.

i was DAMN PISSED today.
heard stuff that totally pissed me off.
and changed my impression of them.

jumping to conclusions, making groundless accusations.
so this is what you're capable of yea?
brainless loudspeakers like you suck.
i'm not interested in hui sui hang.
so shut the hell up.

2006-02-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

alright, i'll update.

had a lousy and screwed up week man. lol.
monday- council interview
tuesday- fell sick and left home early
wednesday- absent
thursday- maths test-i scaled the graph by the wrong axis! *just when i felt i was going to pass >.<
friday- sad sad news. =(

tomorrow's performance, need to sing well!
i need court shoes la! hope tomorrow's ogl camp wont be too draining.

2006-02-20T22:16:00.000+08:00

i've decided.
if youxin's not gonna stay, i'll leave nj.

all the shit about nj being my dream school.
it doesn't matter anymore.

i'm feeling darn pissed and lousy.

2006-02-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

boohoo. didn't go movie-ing today! truckloads of thanks to all the tutorials.
coming online every now and then. i know i shouldnt, but i cant help it. haha!
and the retribution i get is to entertain people whom i don't feel like chatting with.

slept away my afternoon today. was forced to.
had really bloodshot eyes. and this dont know what thing at the corner of my eye.
panicked for quite awhile cuz it reminded me of pat's cornea ulcer.
managed to calm myself down after realising that she had cornea ulcer cuz of contacts and i don't wear contacts. haha.

tomorrow's my interview.
and i'm having crazy ideas of backing out.
since staying in choir doesnt seem to be torturous anymore.
in fact, its getting fun. =)

cant believe i actually forgot about our performance on sat. totally.
and my dearest og best friend youxin is so nice!
haha she changed her housewarming to sunday instead of sat.
hoho i love you man!

i'm in high spirits! good news.
my mum just came back from the hospital.
my uncle's recovering fast. hope to chat with him soon.
've been so busy with school that i didnt visit him la.

oh man its close to 9. sian.
gotta do my physics tutorial.
but its okay, since jensen ong rocks!
haha. shall devote my time to mugging econs tomorrow.
and perhaps the test will decide if i should hold on to H2 econs.

i'm starting to accept the fact that we may not be reshuffling classes.

2006-02-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

road run today! ran with my best friend's childhood friend xuebing!
haha. felt lousy la. kept stopping. haha. like so boo boo.
and LIGNUM won the cheer competition! i was kinda surprised.
didnt cheer much though. my gastric was killing me. aww shucks.

haha. then went for the chem pract. nearly died.
luckily it was pretty simple. the filtration was hell slow.
didn't go back anderson in the end. cuz mdmwong not free!
so went to jurong east library to help my jie draw mindmaps.
i took the bus on the wrong side la!
ended up at bedok instead of jurong east.
haha in the end took mrt practically to the other end of singapore.
replied dear's letter on the way.
it's currently a record-breaking 20pages(not foolscap la).
and i'm still not finished yet. haha.

anyway went to eat longjohn. hehh.
rocking clam chowder! =)
then went some other place to eat. again!
came up with tons of lame stuff on the way.
the 3tigers song with edited lyrics! was laughing so damn hard.
guess i'll go crazy someday if i hang out with stella too much.
haha. strange rt? 4yrs age difference, same frequency!
today feel abit short-circuited. haha.
perhaps its because my interview's on monday.
-plays intense instrumental music-

had andersen's icecream! miss gelare's mocha chip.
haha. today ate a hell lot. and my lunch was at like 5? lol.
junjie's album is out today. =)
bought it at jurong point. yay! new songs!
need to start listening to ayumi's miss(understood) too.

hope my interview will go well. =)
and let my wish come true la. lol.

2006-02-16T20:04:00.000+08:00

feel like blogging a lot today, so shall see at the end how long i can blog. haha!
had problems uploading pictures. didn't wanna continue feeling dumb so decided to leave it.
haha! i love thursdays! so slack. tmr's road run, means no lessons, no need do work! wahaha.

spent a wonderful valentines' dear! haha. met jiaying for dinner! we've got so much to talk about that i felt that our conversation was endless can. haha. and now i'm going to meet her on the 14th of every month. =)

nj's valentines' quite heartwarming too! haha. everyone was going around to give chocolates and flowers. haha. felt really nice. everyone's so sweet. reminds me of the days back in anderson.

memories of 2005*
14jan- my birthday. sec1campfire. 1m pooh / pillow / poohbabyshoes / ayumicd / chocolates. painted choir banner.
15jan- andersonsec cca openhouse'o5. lollipop tradition. performed 'i believe i can fly'.
17jan- the official best partners: me fangyi ningx perlin khai. 5 tables. 1 friendship.
21jan- zakiah's house on hari raya haji. lontong.
24-26jan- adam khoo workshop. late nights. bloody cold aircon. freaking funny gary. pails of tears.
14feb- valentines'. hearts' connection day.
16feb- f0urthree'o5 healthcheck. angry nurse. funny photos.
28feb- jie's birthday. release of results for express chinese. hearts thumping.
4mar- wo men de bai yun gang. nyjc. huang laoshi. 2/1'o3.
11mar- crosscountry@ eastcoast. jingjie's birthday. f0urthree'o5 bbq.
14mar- first salary.
5apr- syf. last choir performing. no honours. tears of disappointment.
13apr- lost wallet. dustbins. no more kfc thanks.
6may- evonne's birthday. swensens. rocking neoprints.
8may- new specs. nj colour-gray.
14may- bbq.
18may- first single digit l1r5.
20may- 2/1'o3 lunch. gossiping. neoprints. speech day.
21may- first time baking. tasteless muffins.
22may- one year anniversary. sizzler.
27may- andersonsec sports carnival. f0urthree'o5 dinner. seoul garden.
7jun- date with jiaying. first neoprint with her.
13jun- sharon's house. gossip session. heart-to-heart talk.
14jun- filming. last movie. heartbreak.
22jun- initial d premier.
18-25jul- prep prelim. didn't study. grades sucked.
22jul- kbox. shan's house.
5aug- kwonsangwoo's birthday.
6aug- weibo's birthday.
9aug- weibo day. IMM. 6 gaoshou cds.
30aug- physics prelim pract. lost phone.
12-23sep- prelims.
31oct- start of olevels.
18 nov- end of olevels. seoul garden.
22nov- kbox. shopping.
23nov- graduation ball.
29nov- 2/1'o3 chalet. uncle in sgh.
1dec- date with weiyee. first nc-16 movie.
19dec- bio marathon starts. lunch with jiaying.
23dec- chalet meeting @ mac. pool. shopping.
25dec- xmas. sad visit to sgh. chinatown.
26dec- chit chat session. sharon's house.
27dec- primary sch p6 cls reunion chalet. bbq.
28dec- partyworld with pri sch friends. neos.
30dec-1jan- f0urthree'o5 countdown chalet. arcade bball shooting. pool. bowling. overnight chatting. bbq. powerpoint slides of our times together. water bomb war. cycling at 3am. sharon's house.

end of 2005. but not the end of f0urthree'o5 or 2/1'o3.

2006-02-13T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha my comp's back, like finally.
had a busy month. time flies man. got back results on fri.
should be happy with it though can't help but feel a bit disappointed.
still deciding on something.
let me find a reason to stay.

road run's this friday.
hope there's no choir! =X
haha. meeting dear for dinner tmr.
=)=)=)
happy valentines' to all!

don't really feel like blogging a long entry.
haha. shall update again when i'm free.

2006-01-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

my birthday is over! had a fun and rocking birthday this year, and lotsa things made me damn touched la. love all of you who remembered my birthday!

and yah, first thing. apologies to sharon jenn xiying muihiang selian shuyi qiao anqi kejun fabby! sorry for pangseh-ing you guys today. ya i'll explain here again. firstly, i didn't mean to not pick up your calls. my hp wasn't with me then. and, i'm really sorry that i didn't manage to meet up with you guys. i couldn't eat steamboat cuz can't eat prawn, so actually thought of having dinner on my own first then rush down to meet you guys. but dragonboat ended pretty late. anyway just to let you guys know i really appreciate you guys for planning this for me and muihiang. and thanks for writing my name on the cake though i didn't get to see it. thanks for the wallet too! and once again, sorry!!

anyway, time for the thanking session. lol.

many many many thanks to(in order of time received):
s10+OGLs for the 'multipurpose' cake!
uncle alan for the t5 and the card! my first present received, and its delivered right to me at nj!
ahjerth dear for the card, stickers and mug! LOVE YOU!!
2/1'o3 people for the billabong wallet+the cake i didn't get to see!
jingjie connie weijie for the hp strap!
perlin ningxin shan fangyi for the ayumi cd+cake!
jiawei for my favourite guylian trufflina choc!
jinyi for the roxy bag+billabong waterbottle!
OG8+OGLs for the famous amos heartshaped 'cake' and the cookie lollipop!

and also, thanks for those who sang me a birthday song(in order of time sang)!
S10 classmates+OGLs
OG8+OGLs
ahjerth dear for sending me the birthday song via mms although i can't open. =/
ANDss choir members!
Antaios+OGLs+hari+handikha+youxin(still got who?)
sui hang for asking the people mentioned in the previous line to sing at the taka fountain, orchard mrt, lavender mrt carpark and kallang river. haha. that's 4 times.
sharon jenn xiying muihiang selian shuyi qiao anqi kejun fabby for singing over the phone for me even though i didn't meet up with you guys!

haha. now thanks to those who sent me birthday msg-es(in order of time received).
unclealan ahjerthdear sokkiang fabbygor shanlaopa sharon hary fangyi ahjerthdear(2nd time) jiawei juan ahjerthdear(3rd time w bday song) miner evonne kenhan jinyi xingying hari suihang jas weizhe lyndy vicky meipingahgong justin trixie selian xiying muihiang(happy bday to u too!) jenn hari(2nd time) xiuhui daniel trixie(2nd time) chuwen

okay, now shall talk about why i'm damn touched.
#o1. 2/1'o3 buddies wrote my name on the cake!
#o2. ahjerth dear for giving me personalised stickers!
#o3. ningx perlin shan fangyi to get me the cd when i don't even know that it's out!
#o4. OG8 for remembering that i don't eat cakes so bought cookies!
#o5. new class s10 for sending me birthday msg-es when we just got to know each other!

*will update with photos in the next entry!

anyway, met up with ahjerth dear today and went back to ANDss. the school is so much nicer now. really missed the teachers. the school like change quite a lot like that. went to find mdmwong mdmtey and some other teachers. im sad! uncletay no longer in ANDss le!! i miss him! had some catching up with xingying, perlin ningx shan fangyi, plus some others. its like, all my very good buddies are all in different schools from me. so i can't help but feel lonely sometimes. did the nj cheers at the porch area. =X but so happy that every NJCian from ANDss has the nj spirit! finally got the chance to visit my choir juniors too. sopranos must jiayou alright?!

after that went to town to collect my memory card and met suihang + juan + antaios people for lunch. was sticking to juan cuz i don't know the rest. then over lunch i realised that grace is jiaying's childhood friend! omg this world is so small la. haha. i think haowen's still blur about the "i'm her best friend's childhood friend" lol. after that met the people from OG8 and OG7 on the train. haha. then went to lavender mrt carpark to wait for the rest to come meet us.

dragonboating was so fun lor!! big thanks to the nj canoeist for teaching us! haha. but super tiring man. haha. i very scared will drop the paddle into the river. haha. and the water damn disgusting can. lol. after that went to shower. haha thanks haowen for the facial wash! my saviour! lol. after that went suntec for dinner. had carl's jr. saw waikuan!! haha. dug out quite alot of secrets from grace. haha. she dug out alot from me too! and we just like, know each other today? lol.

after that left with youxin. haha we were saying we really understand how suihang was feeling before we left. we still laugh at him cuz he say he's so tired that he's fainting then don't know what's happening. haha. me and youxin really felt like fainting when we walked through citylink la. lol. then were like, not talking sense. lol. damn tired!! haowen also like fell asleep in front of the comp. haha. orientation is like the best losing weight programme. lol!!

haha. now talk about our last day of orientation. damn slow la, yesterday then know actually STALIA stands for Schiara Tezelle Antaios Lynova Iryl Arella. haha. inside still got what school values one. and allies are according to school values. damn cool la. and the videos were damn funny. had a super lame ending skit. haha. i escaped the war game dry la. none of the water bombs hit me. lol. mass dance was damn nice as usual!!

after that went out with my class s10 to cold storage. haha. bought stuff for our dance party and i bought some stuff for OG8 OGLs. haha. had choir audition in the middle of the dance party. was damn drained, lucky ms lim let me off. had a small gathering with the OG8 people. haha. danced and then started to get my energy back and kinda went really crazy. lol. stalia estrellas rocks totally!

and now i'm really worried that i can't stay in nj after first three months. i'm seriously loving the school and everything that i'm doing. suddenly i wished that i'm one of the IP students or DSA applicants. at least they're staying on for sure. please please please let me stay in nj!!

haha. photos will be up in the next entry. thanks to all who gave me a happy birthday! =)

2006-01-12T23:13:00.001+08:00

woohoo! today's such a rocking rocking day!! =)=)=)

was actually feeling damn lethargic in the morning one, cuz have been losing sleep as a result of exhaustion. lol. someone be nice and sing me a lullaby before i sleep? bedtime stories would be nice too!

haha, anyway, had a really bad day yesterday. that's why the previous entry was like so depressing. cuz you see, i thought i screwed up my choir audition la. was damn tired of waiting so just went in with the mindset of getting out as fast as possible. didn't even think before singing the notes that were played. i was like asking myself, "am i singing what the person's playing?" lol. signed up for interact club, photography, sci & tech and astronomy too! astronomy looked damn cool alright. haha. but its gonna clash with choir. how how how?

and ya, had war games. lol. didn't get very wet cuz no one was attacking my side. but the field was super muddy and disgusting la. haha. all toilets were flooded after washing up.

as usual, had mass dance!! so so so cool man. i want someone to teach me the steps all over again. i'll be a good student i promise!! =) i love carwash!

discovered a really nice and quiet place in nj! fantastic view with the much appreciated silence. haha. and i totally love nj's grandstand, well, maybe the middle part of it. haha. you will sure find me there when i'm free and in the mornings! its super windy la, and good view of the track too.

hehh. let's talk about today! today was super super super super super fun man! and ya, was so super duper surprised that i got through for the audition la. its like, hari already prepared tissue paper to let me wipe my tears liao! lol!!

had station games! haha. first station was "transporting water". kinda common but the spirit was the thing that made the difference. the guys were like using their shirts so soak up the water spilled on the floor lor, so sporting!

our second station was the "detergent station". benches were placed in a zig-zag manner and members from each class has to slide as quickly as they can while playing scissors paper stone. the station masters were pouring soap water all the way la, lol.

okay la, i can't really remember all the stations in order. but had loads and loads of fun! one of the stations was to "throw" everyone across a line which was at our shoulder level. haha. lotsa funny things happened on the way. and i still can't believe that i'm the lightest in my class la. why everyone look so skinny?! >.<

remembered one station was the acid river one! s10 s10 all the way man! we completed pretty fast, built up alot of class spirit on the way too. then was tug of war, really chiong all the way, and reminded me of 4/3's tug-o-war at sentosa cross-country back in sec 3.

the "stepping stone" was nice too, with us holding hands and stepping on the number cards in sequence. and we didn't break the bond as many times as other classes did lei, so li hai! =P there was this "digging in the flour" game too, the flour's like so damn disgusting. lol. had to find some aluminium balls which were not very obvious in the flour. find until i pajiao. =/

hmmm let me think, still got what station ar? oh ya there's this pretty stupid station where you have to use your shoulders to move across the mat before turning 10 rounds back-to-back with your partner and then you'll lastly have to move across another bench. wa seh my partner harry damn power la, i got lifted off the ground by him and he just kept turning. so giddy can! then after moving across the bench i sort of headed for the wall. too giddy liao.

and yah! there was the watermelon game. haha. think i'm gonna stop eating watermelons for at least 2 weeks. haha. the station master still say what if the watermelon not sweet can don't know change a new one or what. no thanks! lol. my shirt was big enough and was black so i volunteered and got myself a free watermelon perfume. cuz at the end my shirt was wet with all the melon juice. yuck. lol.

the blind folded game ended pretty fast. haha. not really challenging. haha. stupid connie, celine and company were trying to confuse me! i got direction sense one okay?! haha.

didn't play in the balloon stepping game and the telematch where you have to bite the carrots suspended in the air, the apple in the pail and stuff. too shag liao. wonder where the guys got all their energy from.

missed out on the "hook rings on the cross" game and some telematches of balloons and some races. cuz not enough time. sad la.

after that had mass dance. finished carwash and another song! haha. the dance that was handed down from past generations. lol. super retro but i like! haha.

then after that went for my og dinner! haha. sorry s10 mates for not joining you guys at marche. felt quite bad. but i cant back out on an outing i knew of days ago right? somemore i'm the one asking the rest to go, if i dont go myself i really deserve death man. lol.

anyway it was my first time dining at glasshouse's fish&co. kinda prefer wheelock place's though. went to get liting's cake before that with chuwen. the dinner was simply rocking la. haha. although not many from OG8 were present, but i'm still very glad that you guys made the effort to come yea?

O-G-8!
we're the BEST OG oh OG8!

haha. surprised liting with the cake. walk to her liao then realised i forgot to take the knife along! lol. went to the place where i left the knife and brought it back, by then the candles already half-melted. sorry! =X took one sparkler from the counter and sang her a bday song again.

then had some sort of skit acted out. haha. super hilarious lor, seriously! i love the gay-ing part! haha. made me laugh so damn hard. and ya the supposed surprise bday song i dedicated for liting came at the wrong timing la, right in the middle of the skit! haha. but still hope you had a wonderful bday with us!

the phototaking part was so torturous can! imagine squeezing with like maybe 100 people to fit into a digi cam's screen? -faints- haha.

wanted to stay and chat with the OGLs de. but zhijun insisted it was getting too late. haha. never mind, let's go out again! i think i'll be planning it real soon. and give me another 2 or 3 days for the full contact list alright? sorry!

i miss OG8 so so so much! especially OGLs : suihang haowen zhijun edwin sarah!! looking forward to OG8's outing this sat! yay man amazing race and dragonboating. whee~ =)

okay, i'm really stopping here. what a long entry! but i'm just so so so so so so happy today! haha.

anyway, get well soon pat!

2006-01-11T19:21:00.000+08:00

bad bad week. alright, its only wednesday. just hope things will turn out better from tomorrow onwards.

monday* - 090106
happy birthday jiaying and jiawei! haha sounds like they're twins la, but they're not. at first thought i was in 06s07, but apparently everyone had a change of classes after morning assembly. my new class is 06s10. know almost all the girls le, plus some of the guys. pretty enthu class, just that i'm still having difficulty adapting.

its like, i hate the experience of making friends all over again. it just makes me feel really lonely and outta place. lucky there's still meiping-stepahgong to accompany me.

but, i still feel weird. i bet everyone else is moving on, making new friends and all weren't too difficult for them i guess. i'm halfway through my second week in nj, but i still have not found that many friends. every morning when i reach school i'll head for the canteen, the table where the andersonians gathered.

no more noisy mornings with 4/3. to think i used to complain about all the noise. now i'm missing them. during breaks, when you walk around alone, you realise that there are too many unfamiliar faces around. classes assemble in single files, which made me miss kejun crapping beside me.

anyway, back to topic. ya. met up with dear for dinner. sorry bryan had to sorta chase you home but i just need some private time with jiaying. hope you understand yea? had a short dinner and chatted about some stuff before taking bus home together. i miss her so so so so so much! don't forget i'm at nj waiting for you k?

tuesday* - 100106
went toapayoh to find uncle alan. well, should go out and have some fresh air. beats rotting at home. went art bistro and the cheesecake tasted like ginger-cake(the cake version of gingerbread). --" ate loads of junk. >.<> maybe not going to ANDss cca openhouse anymore. but still meeting up with jiaying for breakfast. perhaps i'll just rot somewhere alone and join the ex2/1s later on at 6pm.

on a happier note, let me jot down all the things that made me smile/laugh for the past few days.
my stars* =)=)=)
jiaying dear!!
og8+ogls.
mih.
mass dance(kinda prefer carwash now. =/)
pat and sharon.

i need some posivitivity-medicine. lol. hope tomorrow's og dinner will be rocking. i need personal coach for mass dance! haha!

2006-01-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

yay! tomorrow is school day!
looking forward to the war games.
but im not in Antaios anymore. =(=(=(
hope people in s07 are enthu.

another thing to yay about: im meeting dear tomorrow!
passing her quite alot of stuff i guess.
haha. gonna chiong after school ends.

third yay: i'm totally booked on my birthday!
breakfast -- mac with jiaying dear!
lunch -- perlin ningx shan fangyi! i want neos!
dinner -- steamboat with 2/1'o3 chi girls!
happy happy. this birthday's gonna be so rocking. =)

2006-01-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

1 week of orientation ended. but the fun has just begun. =)

know my class le. anyone in 06so07?
hari today help me checked. thanks alot!

shall join many many ccas to try out during this 3 months.
haha. since i don't even know if i confirm can get into choir.
its like, everyone's from choir! fierce competition la. =(

went KAP mac for lunch with og8, og7 and OGLs ytd.
so fun!! celebrated jean's birthday.
went home at around 9 like that. tired like shit but happy.
yay. my birthday is coming! meeting up with so many people!
one group for lunch, and one group for dinner. =)
got a pre-birthday wish, but don't think it'll come true anyway.

went queensway with pat today.
she bought her shoes. haha.
after that went to meet sharon at yishun.
chatted for very long. left long john at like 2230.
all the schools sound damn fun. haha.

i bought dear's birthday present today.
think tmr gonna get her another thing to add on.
im missing her so much!
nvm, we'll unite after first 3 months at nj! =)

sia weiyee! i still haven't give you your xmas present!
lol. and i also miss you like crazy. haha.

2006-01-05T18:43:00.000+08:00

hey! haven't got time to update these days. so shall blog real long this entry. just bear with me okay? hehh.

30dec- f0urthree'o5 countdown chalet*
met with the rest of the people at pasir ris mrt. being very nice, my pa drove me to pasir ris and saved me from the digustingly long mrt trip. haha. everyone was very late la, thanks to dean!!

haha. took the shuttle there only to realise that blur mr yong booked the wrong chalet. bom. haha. slacked and played, i like the soccer game! lol. play until super outta our minds. with xingying dean yinghan clement. super combination man. lol.

refused to have cup noodles for this chalet so had dinner at the foodcourt. haha. the pasta was nice. but tea valley's milk tea even nicer, just that it cost me like $2.80. oh well.

after that went arcade. and ningx came with a present! shan laopa!! so so so happy. thought couldnt see her until don't know when lor. after that went to find the guys to bowl. haha. my score was damn lan la. lol.

went back to the chalet, then dragged perlin ningx shan downstairs for a chat. didn't even have a chance to meet up with them throughout the whole holidays la. =( chatted until the more and more lights went off. but could see more and more stuff. haha. shan and ningx were restless la. lol. kept wanting to play uno stacko. childish. =P

cuz of some undesired reasons, didn't have a place to sleep. so went downstairs to join those not sleeping to chat. haha. talked about the good and bad memories of life in anderson. haiz. miss anderson so much.

31dec- f0urthree'o5 bbq*
the charcoal took damn long to start up la. irritating. so bbq started pretty late. mdm wong went home after a while. ms chia came too! haha. but our mr yong nicest. stayed the longest. no more lame mr yong in 2006. =( bbq ended before 12 la. lol. loved the satay and stingray!! shan went home before ms chia came. and mdm tang didn't come last min. =(

then some of them prepared waterbombs. haha. jenn kena seh until very jialat. i think i escaped dryest. but was still wet totally. mad one! lol. then quite a lot of people went home.

after that went cycling. with fabby kazhua jiawei yiyang. actually fabby wanted to ferry fangyi around one. but i think that girl can't balance then don't dare to go. haha. cycled for don't know how many thousand years before reaching changi village. being a slow cyclist, i slowed them down la. hee. shan't elaborate too much about the trip. lazy. just saw ren yaos.

1jan- check out// sharon's house*
went for lunch after checking out with fangyi sharon kejun dean clement jiawei. haha. then went to sharon's house. played game of life. more like game of snatching-life-cards. lol. jiawei went home and we went for dinner at long john. saw my cousin and my twin nieces. so ke ai! after that went northpoint take neos. lol. had fun designing cuz had unlimited time. lol. the neos turned out damn nice!!

2jan- queensway*
went to get shoes! haha. after much consideration. cuz ex la. but nice! haha. went to look around but couldn't find nicer ones. fangyi bought a shirt, then jiawei bought shoes and waterbottle. after that went ikea. so many people! just as we were about to pay, we realised that we can't even see the counter la. so put down all the stuff and went for hotdogs!

2 of them went kfc then i went jurong to find uncle alan(uncle still sound better =P). chatted then go home le. next day school reopening le.

haha. shall talk about orientation now. made a few friends le. but still can't help sticking to andersonians. i love my OGLs! they were so enthu and all. first day of orientation was boring. cuz of all the mock lectures. second day was pretty much better. our OG finally started to get closer and bonded. but tomorrow's our last day together le. =( gonna have orientation with our class. hope my class will be nice la. orientation's getting more and more fun everyday, cuz as i said, my OGLs rock. haha. really really really hope i'll be able to stay in nj after getting o's results.

tomorrow gonna be a short day! and got OG lunch!! double yay. haha. looking forward to next week. cuz that's when the war games gonna start!! i'm beginning to really enjoy myself in nj. =)

2005-12-29T13:01:00.000+08:00

alright, i shall update before i go for chalet.
okay, i woke up in shock cuz i didn't realise that chalet's tomorrow.
haha. got calls and sms-es to disrupt my sleep. >.<

25dec- xmas*
had a heartbreaking xmas. went sgh to visit my uncle.
he was back on the respirator.
see him like no strength like that and can't talk.
couldn't cry. cuz don't wanna make him cry too. =(
after that walked to chinatown.
bought something that i really liked.
but its for someone else. haha.
had an urge to keep for myself.
still deciding if i should get that something for dear.

26dec
went sharon's house with pat and xingying.
didn't see them since prom!
chatted for 5 hours straight. haha. power right.
sharon's room so much neater with the new furniture.
but let's see how long they can stay in this condition. =P

27dec
pri school chalet!! haha.
actually abit scared will be awkward and stuff.
cuz nearly 4 yrs didn't see most of them.
glad it turned out alright. =)
the guys were lan4 alright. lan4. =P
took so long to start the fire. haha.
enjoyed the ribena most. haha.
the guys gathered in the room to gamble.
then left all the girls outside chatting around the pit.
so ungentlemanly. haha.
wanted to chase them outta the room,
but only managed to chase them down the bed. lol.
fooled around and watched ai de zhang men ren.

then played truth or dare! haha. fun.
but soon it became dare, double dare, love, kiss or torture.
super hilarious!! most enjoyable truth or dare i played.
eugel did a handstand, the kena let off easier one.
jiahao kissed chinguan! haha. on the cheeks la.
they took lotsa photos. omg!
then sokkiang kissed kahern. alright la, girls what.
were siann with the kiss stuff.
so kayhua went round to get a slap from everyone.
haha. seying's slap was loud. haha.
chongchuan didn't escape too.
everyone got to flick his ears. haha. we bian tai one.
then sokkiang tio again.
so she and trixie had to bite one end of the cup each and sip some ribena.
eh difficult okay? haha. the plastic cup very small.
i only know until this part, cuz left with trixie.
haha. she sent me to yck mrt. thanks!

28dec
pri school girls' outing. me trixie huifen seying seemun larissa.
went party world ktv! so fun so fun. seemun likes weibo too!
haha. good good. another weibo fan.were super high la.
the guy there looked shocked when he came in to serve. lol.
then after that went walk walk with trixie. took neos!
but abit loss at what to draw. lol.
shopped, and after much browsing and consideration,
bought my bracelet and studs! maybe getting those hooks soon.
suddenly like crowns and tiaras alot. hehh. so nice!
told my mum i'll reach home by 8, but 9.30 i was still in town.
hehh. went moshi moshi but didnt see weiyee or fangyi lei.
reach home at 10+. missed my ai de zhang men ren! =(

haha. tomorrow going fourthree chalet le!
finally can chat with perlin and ningx!!
and go kbox! haha. with them plus fangyi and shan.
hope can see many many teachers there. =)

2005-12-24T00:24:00.000+08:00

woohoo! today's a fun day~
haha. although i woke up at 9 with lotsa reluctance.
was abit late. abit. hehh.
dear was waiting at mac for me too!
along with dean clement fabby jiawei.
such a pleasant surprise in the morning.
brightened up my day you see. =)

talked lotsa crap during the meeting.
no main point!! haha.
was laughing over stupid stuff like potato, potato and more potatoes!
then the guys went to play pool.
freezing man, really like the aircon's FOC. haha.
dean today ar, ke4 the black ball.
lol. kept going into the wrong hole.
other times the white ball went in as well. suay!!

then went town with fabby. haha.
went to look for fangyi at wisma.
but lihui say she not working there today.
so we went to taka. and finally found her!
lol. went cine after that.
got my slippers! thanks fabby!
and bought my box for dear's letters and my stuff.
then went for lunch at some shop.
anqi came, and left. she forgot her ic.
hope in the end she made it in time for work.
had some disgusting rice. yuck. then ken joined us.
went heeren walk walk to look for presents.
then fabby and ken go buy socks. bom.

as expected, couldn't find anything nice.
but saw a nice billabong wallet. too bad its white.
and ya, the nice ripcurl one i saw today is also white. =(
after a while went taka find fangyi again.
haha. nice me decided to pei her eat dinner. =P
saw hashir. haha. fangyi poor thing la.
only got 30mins to eat. ill-treatment of cheap labour.
haha! she calls herself cheap labour alright.
then walk walk walk to wisma find weiyee.
lol. bought her present. she's buying for me too.
haha. thanks in advance ar!
and her boss sucks. bad attitude.
curse him to get sacked asap.
don't know how to smile and treat customers politely one.
like people owe him money like that. wth!

then made my feet suffered, by going far east.
guilty. and now my feet hurts, like hell.
need to get the presents desperately.
but in the end still can't find anything.
so walk walk walk again, this time to wheelock(or is it wheellock?) place.
bought nydc's cheesecake home!
felt generous. so bought 2 slices. for my jie ma.
haha. oreo and new york.
will try the macadamia nut one soon. hehh.

reached home at around 9.30.
missed 30mins of my ai de zhang men ren. =(
after the show went return vcds.
and rented saw. my ma and jie watch halfway jiu sian liao.
so tomorrow then continue watching. haha.

yay! meeting weiyee on monday. =D
and i'm happy that santa left a prince in someone's xmas socks!
so today is just such a niceee day.

2005-12-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

im updating cuz i seriously got nothing to do.
alright, except for studying. haha.
had a really nice dream last night.
but couldn't remember the details, blehx.
yah and that's why i woke up at 3pm.
its because of the nice cooling rainy weather too. =D

haven't been studying these few days,
so guess i won't be able to finish it after all. =(

talk about tuesday night. haha.
supposed to go 7-11 buy gummies one. sudden craving ma.
ended up renting vcds. =/
spent 13.50 on 3 vcds, quite worth it hor?
rented the myth for my dad then he don't want to watch.
fine. so watch with my mum and jie. nice!
actually wanted to rent initial d but my jie insisted on watching exorcist and ju-on.
grrr. anyway, missed my nyx's castle again. =(
cuz peifen knocked off early then nyx's castle ended at 1.

ai de zhang men ren is nice! so much nicer than wu chu cai hong.
i like fiona xie and jacelyn tay. haha.
the show's funny la. entertaining and light-hearted.
washed 3 bags in a row last night. i can't stand dirty stuff.

and yah, hope tomorrow can go rent all about love(zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni).
hehh. missed the movie cuz of o's.
okay, almost forgot about the meeting at mac tomorrow.
wa seh 10 o'clock ar!! so early!! -faints-

yay! there's pineapple fried rice for dinner! =)

2005-12-19T16:56:00.000+08:00

bored! haha. supposed to be studying but think i slept too much today.
headache ar. haha. okay, shall blog.

talk about yesterday!
met my dear for lunch and got books from her.
so long didn't see her le, miss her so much!
and thanks for the long john meal. =)
went swatch, but apparently the watch i wanted was sold out.
sighs. but never mind, just treat it as i saved some money.
haha. bought hp accessories! so cute.
pooh bear one for me and doraemon one for shiyun.
dragged her to come out and dine with me.
cuz don't know when i'll be seeing her le. lol.

haha. really need some luck.
how to finish something people studied for 2 years in 2 weeks?!
haha. okay la, i shouldn't have started so late.

23dec going back to school.
meeting for chalet stuff.

ATTENTION ALL 4/3 PEOPLE:
if you'd only paid for the bbq and you've now decided to stay overnight, please pay me an additional $10. thank you.

2005-12-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

bored. tired. finished watching full house.
shall blog. blahhhs.

time passed pretty quickly during work yesterday.
dunno lei, but i stayed till 11.
met shan on the way to work.
had pizza for dinner! boonlay uncle's treat again.
felt bad la, was ex.
they went kbox that night lor.
wanted to go, but obviously cant la. =(

anyway, i've decided.
gonna hibernate at home till 4/3 chalet.
except the days i'm working la.
go out only will spend money.
me getting more and more stingy. =
gotta really sit down and finish the cards.
but feel like sleeping everyday.
haish. not gonna do alot of things that i planned.

i hate it when people don't listen la,
and just assume what others are thinking.

2005-12-06T12:59:00.000+08:00

haha. today don't have to work!
shall go watch full house after i finish blogging.

okay, let me recall what happened these days.

1dec-thursday
went out with my best buddy! weiyee.
lol. watched saw2. gross.
unexpected ending too. that girl(wy) crazy one!
see people being tortured will laugh and do all kinds of weird actions.
haha. the uncle didn't believe that i was 16 la, grrr.
didnt do much lor, but had fun!
haha. chatted as we walked. town's boring.
then walk to ps just to try secret recipe's cheesecake.
not really nice. prefer nydc's. =)
haha. both of us were broke before we reached home. =(

2,3dec-friday, saturday
working. replied dear's letter!

4dec-sunday
went tian fu gong. *prays that o's results will turn out well.
then went maxell eat porridge. nice!
the cool station there has nice milk tea.
but horribly tasteless pearls.
then went sgh to visit my uncle.
icu's freaking cold. *hope he gets well soon.

went bugis after that. walk walk lor.
bought 2 tank tops. black and white.
didn't find my slippers. had kway chap for dinner.
haha. on the way home ate yakun!
fat, fat, fat. =(

5dec-monday
working.
drank alot of water. soyabean and milktea.
soyabean is the boonlay uncles buy one.
haha, and they caught a pooh bear for me!
happy happy. but was really pissed off in the day.
cuz of bad music. irritating people.
the vcd stall was playing jacky cheung's concert.
then he sang jay's and taozhe's song.
thought he sang badly, i still like the original singers singing.
then was badly irritated by the guy selling shoes.
decided to ignore him completely and let him talk to air.
at night was better. cuz had jj's and ayumi's songs!
wahaha. and my aunty packed dinner for me.
yum yum!

okay la, rather uneventful week. haha.

-hopes to persuade more people to stay during chalet asap-
p.s: to all 4/3 people, if you're not staying for the chalet,
reconsider la. currently more than half the class are staying overnight.

2005-12-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

heyhey. here to update again. hoho.
started work officially. $money$!!

haha. but sad la, no more hyde-lookalike.
but never mind, there's a nicholastse-lookalike.

weiyee say what i go work only look at guys.
i wanna protest!
although the customers are mostly guys,
they're either attached/fathers/grandfathers.
haha. my occupation sound very ahem.
don't anyhow think ar. i change money for people one.
haha. the nichloastse-lookalike is attached.
his gf looks like the lulu in the wu chu cai hong.
haha. he comes everyday to catch poohbears for her.
so sweet right. and he's pro okay.
haha. the 2 "boonlay" uncles working near us. yay.
quite happy with my job.
though conditions not v good. no air con and stuffs.
but its fun. haha. can be damn slack also.
hoho.

TO ALL GIRLS OUT THERE,
if you're deciding should you stead with someone or what,
get him to catch you a soft toy.
haha. you'll be surprised.
at how such a simple game can show his character.
haha. had fun experimenting.

some was swearing even when he only spent 1 buck.
some hit the glass and kicked the machine.
some told everybody the machine cheated his money.

there're nice ones too.
some can spend $200+ to catch every single design for his gf.
some come every night and hope to catch at least one for his gf.
some pay as his gf plays.
fathers play for their children.
grandfathers play for their grandchildren.
some just played for fun and offered to give me the soft toy if they catch it.

but was quite pissed with some people.
rude kids. brainless adults.
couldn't be bothered to explain after some time.
haha. guilty. gonna be damn fat soon.
im drinking milk tea everyday.
and the aunty very generous with pearls.
7 teaspoons of sugar!!! omg. *faints.

wrote letters to my dear!
waiting for her reply. haha.
going out with weiyee tmr.
the movie better be nice. haha.
have been listening to 933 a lot.
i love ni ke si de cheng bao! haha.
for niteowls. so now im sleeping at 2 every night.

die, left 30mins. nw 1.29am le. cya!
and last thing, i love jay's fa ru xue!

2005-11-25T12:00:00.000+08:00

haha. shall update before i go out for work.

first, about prom. hah. hot topic what.
felt cheated. the ballroom was damn small la.
still say what got space for us to roll.
bored like shit there. haha.
but the cheesecake was super nice!
others were alright lor, cheapo buffet.
haha. we paid 50bucks for those. --"

they gave out strange awards for strange reasons.
was in the state of shock for quite awhile.
haha. the games were nice.
didn't like the way the bryan talked. haha.
defeng was so cool la! so on. -claps for him-
haha. was telling weiyee the night that
when you throw face at the right times,
its called rising to the occasion.
whereas, at the wrong times,
its called clowning around. haha.

haha. when to work yesteerday!
but only for a few hours.
the uncles there were all very funny and cute one.
the guy next stall looks like hyde.
hoho. quite shuai la, and don't look very old.
drank alot. cuz the uncles keep buying for me.
haha. but today not going back to the place le. =(

haha. woke up to apply for pae.
don't know how to fill up my choices.
haha. i wann go njc!

okay la, long entry. cya!
i wann go njc!!

2005-11-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

haha. revival of blog after o's.
no la, blog for evon to read. lol.

finally! 1 yr of struggling, mugging and stress!!
hope everything will be shun shun li li. lol.

such fine weather today, woke up at 2. haha.
everyone's booked, so decided to sleep.
haha. wed got the stupid PAE.
gonna be a hectic day. haha.

i want go shopping! haha.
get my shoes and bag.
had a nice long chat with my dear last night.
haha. both of us so busy during o's.
lucky got her constant encouragements to work hard. =)

want get money from my pa le.
buy cny clothes. haha.
cny more impt than grad ball la.
and look forward to borrowing vcds. hehh.
o's over le, can drop by choir too.
got so many things to do. haha.

haha. end of entry!

2005-10-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

haha. before its midnight,

HAPPY B'DAY SHAN!!

haha. so fast o's come le.
had chem and phy practical.
must mug harder for theory papers le.
my practical not good what.

haha. anyway finally changed layout.
got really sick of the previous one.
changed to this cuz i'm in love with the song!
so nice so nice.
but gotta wait until 1jan for ayu's new album.

hope o's will pass faster.
神啊！请保佑我！=）

2005-10-16T18:59:00.000+08:00

haha. long time no update.

last wed was our last day in school. graduation day, some call it. no feeling lei. haha. didn't cry. think its pointless to cry and cry, when we still meet for extra lessons. lol. the only thing i really want to cry about is that i didnt take photo with mr ari!!! haha. nvm, still got grad ball.

everybody's increasing their productivity. i need to double mine! cant afford to slack. its nice and conducive at the school library, with raisins to eat! haha. nearly forgot about tmr's physics extra lesson. gotta chiong the nanyang prelim paper later. heard that its a killer. =(

i feel so dead la. thanks to the extra powerful sun during nj open house. and woke up super early in the morning(cuz of vj choir's performance). practically dropped dead when i reach home. so in the end didnt do any work. guilty. i like nj's open house! haha. they got interesting goodies. met lotsa andersonians. haha.

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haha. DETERMINATION! okok la, shall go eat dinner le. hungry sia. =)
happy mugging to all graduating students!

2005-10-01T22:56:00.000+08:00

haha. came here to slack. was re-watching mvp. too bored le la. in the end spent like half a day on the prelim amaths paper corrections? still didn't finish. haha. tomorrow is chemistry and physics day! haha. i like sciences more than maths. lol.

went to watch the myth with jas and qiao. had lunch at amk kfc before that. with kazhua too. haha. me and jas feel extra. lol. though its very interesting to observe them. wahaha. the myth was pretty nice. kim heesun's so pretty! haha. but didn't really like the ending. and the story's so sad. =( bought some food home. the cutlet's nice! haha. i wanna buy a lot of vcds after o's. sad sonata got kwon sangwoo and kim heesun! hehh.

praying hard for o levels to come later and pass faster. haha. big and fat hope i have. =X

2005-09-25T00:01:00.000+08:00

woohoo! today's a fun day. haha. and my sore throat hao le!

supposed to go sharon's house at around noon, but was stranded at home cuz my jie took my ez-link. grrr. then by the time i got there xiying and xingying left liao. fine. haha. slacked and slacked. then kejun and ken wanted dinner. so we went down to buy things to cook.

cook very long la. and my skills getting rusty le. =( can't even fry my egg properly. lucky the veg. was alright. i prefer the dou4 gan1 that my ma always buy. today buy one no taste de. sharon's fried chicken was nice!! kapo-ed a lot when she was frying the remaining chicken. hehh.

then stupid la, should have started cooking earlier. me and sharon missed hong yi shou ji!! thought it was until 9 ma. but 8 jiu finish le. -sighs-

play mahjong awhile jiu sian diao liao la. haha. keep saying that we wanna find some mature things to play. haha. ended up playing more childish stuff. lol.

haha. just reach home not long ago. took taxi as usual. haha. looks like whenever kejun is around, we'll always end up taking taxi. lol.

tomorrow gonna go hospital visit my aunt. hope she gets well soon. =)

2005-09-24T00:33:00.000+08:00

hehh. shall update before i sleep.
this layout is so troublesome. what the. didn't watch ju-on. cuz nobody wants to watch. everyone in my house is asleep la. i'm supposed to sleep early, but.. haha.

sat in front of the computer for practically the whole day today. haha. regained my keyboard feel le. can type faster le. prelims are over!! but its not really something to be happy about too. we've got nothing to do except studying till the o's start. and i'm dreading block revision. hopefully its not some dumb timetable making us go all the way back to school to practice papers.

oh yah, i've gotta wake up earlier tomorrow. gotta tidy up areas i messed up during the prelims. and there's this big pile of papers to file in.

haha. good night and take care! =)

2005-09-22T20:32:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's finally our last paper. i don't feel like studying. hehh. will try to do tys later. try to.

anybody has nice vcds to recommend? haha. i'm dying of boredom. trying to keep awake. i must sleep early today. my first step in correcting my bio clock. =)

i like junjie's 无尽的思念. so nice la. haha. i like the way he sings. lalala~
wait, i just realised something. my jie haven't got back my bianhao89757. what the hell.

墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰
忘了为何要凋谢
散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
伤痕在心田滚烫的蔓延
烟绕过发间你敷衍着抱歉
断了的琴弦弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面

墙角那朵枯萎的玫瑰
忘了为何要凋谢
散在地上撕落的岁月
又一天又一年没感觉
风吹破欺骗你无法兑现
那年的夏天你许下的誓言
断了的琴弦弹奏着从前
一起走过的路线没有终点
昏黄的光线照射陈旧的水面
映出那朵玫瑰思念的画面

你走的那天我决定不掉泪
迎风撑着眼帘用力不眨眼

2005-09-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

yay. prelims are going to be over!

i'm so bloody drained out and tired. result of overstress. kept falling asleep when i get home, leading to sleepless nights. then i don't get enough sleep when i wake up, so tired again. and the whole cycle repeats. someone please please correct my darn bio clock which hasn't been working properly since don't know when.

feel so dead. aching all over, feeling energy-less. and i think my eyesight is deteriorating. damn. i'm having stomachaches every morning and my splitting headaches are coming back. i want a holiday. i'm hungry all the time, but when i start eating i lose all my appetite. then after half an hour my stomach starts to rumble again. what the hell.

i'm happy after today's paper though. although got quite a lot of marks deducted for emaths(didn't have time to go back to do qns i left blank), i managed to finish history paper! haha. didn't bother to write a conclusion for my first essay though. even reminded mr yong that time is up. don't understand what emaths paper 2's questions are trying to mean. heck. haha. think my l1r5 is going to be record high. shall just stay home for the first 3 months.

physics sucked. i did that question in physics workout! but i just screwed up. couldn't concentrate. the paper was bloody difficult. i think i have problems understanding the questions, or maybe the question has bad phrasing. rushed through emaths paper one too. don't think i'm gonna do well for any paper.

prayer: please please please let me pass english and hcl. please.

anyway, went sizzler with perlin and ningx today. thought it was pretty pathetic at first that only 3 of us are going. but turned out fun. haha. fascinating conversation we had. then went watch and earring hunting. haha. ningx and me so cheapo la, where got sell cheap facial products also know. hehh. potential housewives.

haha. i'm in the mood to blog today, so typed a lot. hehh. i love my blog song. hehh. junjie sings damn nicely. =)

2005-09-17T19:48:00.000+08:00

haha. i'm slacking. wahaha.
changed this layout in 20mins.
not messy anymore. and the frame is bigger.
anyway, the blog song is by jj. 冻结。
fell in love with it after listening at ts.
haha. so nice la.

anybody got my date with a vampire 3 vcd?
i wanna watch. haha.
i'm bored. should be studying
but i don't feel like it. blahhhs.
thought today's sunday. sot liao.

haha. i go watch tv le.
update if not ppl say i change layout never blog.
cya!

2005-09-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

one more week!
then prelims will be over!!
but i don't wanna get my results.
prepared to stay home for the first 3 months.
-sigh- screwed every single paper.

i'm stressed, too stressed.
so stress that my brain can't function. =(

ok. i said i would update. haha.
can someone please lend me vcds?
i'm dying of boredom looking at the books.

this is the first time exams get so sucky.
i love studying. maybe it'll soon be i loved studying.
lol. i want to destress! i want to go shopping!!

i want to go ikea, i want my rocking chair,
i want a good l1r5 to land me in njc!!

haha. suddenly i lost all inspiration to update.
cya, and jiayou to all sec4E/5N andersonians!

2005-09-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

heys. haha. finally bothered to come here for a short update. got abit sick of physics workout la. have been doing it real slowly since yesterday. went for a shopping spree at popular just now. 20% storewide discount lei. cheapo me. haha. inherited the cheapo-ness from jas. hehh.

much as i do not wish to admit it, i'm very slack la. haha. got some ppl so hardworking yesterday. finished at least a chapter of every subject lei. then hor, me lei, changed layout. and still got the pleasure to watch tv.

haha. anyway, this layout is i anyhow pick one. haha. very messy meh fangyi? haha. i need to study i need to study. i need to study. okok. i'm going to study now. bye.

2005-08-23T20:36:00.000+08:00

haven't got time to come online recently, busy mugging what.
actually no la, i where got so hardworking. i'm good at giving people false impressions. hehh.
been watching a lot of vcds these days. feel a bit guilty.
returned xingying her meteor garden and butterfly lovers.
and anqi's phantom of the opera too. like, finally.
but i seriously got hooked onto phantom of the opera la.
the phantom isn't as terrifying in the movie. in the terms of character la.
and he's kinda more romantic and sentimental in the movie.
hehh. i want to watch the vcd again. =(
finishing the heavenly sword and the dragon sabre soon. last disc.
my pa bought stairs of heaven for me!! lalala~
gotta study hard. cannot make him buy stuffs for me for nothing.
my results this term suck. i hate my languages.
i need to work harder! although slow and steady wins the race,
if i still remain at this speed i'll die before i reach the finishing point.
haha. i want a black layout! more soothing to the eyes what. haha.
okok la, short entry. gotta surrender the comp.
and resist the temptation to sign in msn. hehh. happy studying hard! =)

2005-08-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

well, i think i'm starting to find my layout irritating.
wasted one whole day making another one, but gave up halfway. blahhs.
i need to study, but i don't want to.
haha. shouldn't make excuses for myself.

school's okay okay lor. luckily i have xingying jenn and jingjie to entertain me.
and flag raising is so fun too!
haha. this month so many people's birthday.
eat cake eat until wanna puke.

i'm happy! cuz my pa bought a new dvd player.
means can watch vcds without comp le!!
okay wait. that isn't really good news.
one more distraction.

i'm determined to adjust my sleeping time.
i'm serious! lol. i guess this is the (n+1)th time.
never mind la. must kampate! goodbye panda eyes~

stressed stressed stressed. everyone's stressed!
even teachers too. mdm wong don't joke around as much le.
then ms chia came to class yesterday so uptight that
she couldn't relax her shoulders.
and now every lesson is just doing papers.
maths papers, chem papers, ss papers, history essays, etc.

haha, shall change layout one fine day. ONE FINE DAY. see my mood la. cya!

2005-08-12T23:06:00.000+08:00

listening to jay's hui dao guo qu. sets me thinking about stuffs. if given a choice, many people might want to live their life all over again, or turn back time. i always thought i didn't have that many regrets in life, and turning back time or not wouldn't make any difference. but right now i really wish i can have the power to turn back time. i don't need 10 years or 5 years. i only want to return to exactly a week before today.

i don't want to look at the empty room. i don't want to look at the empty table. i want to see the filled ash tray, those packets of cigarette and the newspapers you bring back. i want to see you deeply asleep in your room when i go to school every morning.

looking back, i've achieved practically nothing. perhaps i didn't know what i was searching for. perhaps i was too bothered with catching up to realise that i'm going on too fast. suddenly i'm beginning to regret. regret not slowing down to understand the people who have always been by my side. regret not being able to stop things from falling apart.

i used to think i was in control of my life, until things started to spin out of control, or rather out of my control. perhaps i overestimated myself.

2005-08-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

blahhs. drifted here to blog. supposed to get my logic gates right. nuclear physics too. sucks la. wasted 5 days slacking away.

yesterday was national day, and WEIBO day! met jenn yuyan at 0845. yawn yawn. managed to stand pretty near the stage. =) the security's super fierce la. but forgave him since he was trying to stop the girl from jumping queue. she attempted thrice lor. what the. haha. called for mac delivery even though mac was at level one. =P

haha. weibo weibo weibo. he looks so nice in black and red. ha-ha. could have had an even better view if the guy in front of me had a smaller head. boo. weibo weibo weibo. lalala~

okay, enough about the weibo talk. weibo weibo weibo. oops. =
had a really dumb national day celebration. it was really pathetic without a proper assembly area. and it just gets more boring each year. the most enjoyable part was probably the singing of the national anthem. haha. i love singing the national anthem anyway. =)

went kbox with xingying xiying connie jingjie. didn't sing for very long. okay, it didn't felt long. lol. then spent some time at hmv. sorta disappointed with boA. she was so pretty in the past lor, she looks too mature now. and her hair hor, jialat. and i prefer her voice last time.

went to meet my sis at suntec after that. saw sharon pat qiao at daniel yam. think anqi's in the fitting room or something. haha. followed my sis to centinal tower lor. the bank's so freaking quiet! felt tensed up. went to find my cousin then basically rotted at the shop playing tetris. haha. the good old brick game.

had dinner with my ah yi. it was her birthday la. haha. it's been pretty quiet at home recently. hmmm. takecare everyone.

2005-08-04T19:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm. in a rather bad mood now.
don't understand why some people don't like to show their true self.
no point trying to be someone for a moment and be another at the next right?
or maybe i'm not clever enough to 'see through' them.
acting opinionated won't make you smarter.
people always say, there are two sides to a person.
i'm thinking if they mean one public side and one private side.
what if someone is like this now and like that later? in public i mean.
do they have a double personality? or are they just faking a personality?
how can they be so different in front of different people?
i'm confused. i feel that in life, we should be transparent to a certain degree.
this is the sincerity and honesty in us!
yet some people just leave me doubtful of their sincerity.
right, we can't demand everyone to be 100% transparent.
but i guess we shouldn't be hiding so much from everyone,
or be someone now and somebody else later,
that people don't know which is the real you.
and they start to question themselves if they really know you.

haha, just something that's been on my mind recently.
typing out makes me feel better la. share my thoughts.
i'm really stressed nowadays, short-tempered too.
felt quite upset about some stuffs.
forget it la, i'm not gonna care. don't have don't have lor.

okay la, talk about happier things. haha.
had a nice recess today!
although it was pretty dumb of us to debate if the fan had blades.
lol. turned out that for that fan the blade was transparent.
and it was turning too fast for us to see it.

tomorrow's mr tay's last day. i'm gonna miss him.
feel bad about not paying attention to him all the time.
i gonna be so dead for nuclear physics and introductory electronics.
but i want mdm tey to come back too! hehh. contradict.
i need to do well for physics.

i ought to be whacked for being such a lazy bum.
reminder to myself: a1s don't drop from the sky!

2005-08-02T23:12:00.000+08:00

hehh. im updating.
snipped my hair short last fri and cut it shorter on sun.
went for school of rock too. so nice!
too bad they got 4th la. i'm disappointed la.
this week not really going well,
someone's bound to step on my toes everyday.
felt so stupid, so gek, so insulted, so angry!
haha. all these bad stuff gonna end soon.
cuz weibo's coming to singapore, finally!
too bad the gaiban is still not out =(
my l1r5 for this preps gonna suck.
but i deserve it la, who ask me to study halfheartedly.
lol. i want go njc for my first 3 months! -prays hard-

2005-07-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

haha. didn't update for so long. today die die also must blog. haha. going to peng liao, super tired la!!

preps are almost over, stupid la left emaths paper2. nowhere in between of a full paper. had a super exhausting week. especially on wed. chinese and geography. wonderful combination yea? --"

and i'm starting to rant, nobody is going to stop me! =P

i bought the dumb n3230 on sunday. and wow, the keypad went bonkers on the third day(tues). [luan wonders why shan and stella don't have problems with their 3230s. =( ] had to rush home to get the things, cuz people were asking me to go for an exchange. then hor, the keypad became okay when i reached nokia care!!! grrr.

but after a while it went siao siao again, then i went back again. anyway hor, the girl who told me to get my phone serviced instead of an exchange attitude darn bad la. felt like slapping her. it was 3 when i was told that i could only collect my phone after 7. talk about efficiency. and the next day was geog and chi. sat and basically rotted there for 4 hours, luckily finished studying chinese there.

went home happily lor, thinking that my phone's finally okay la. then, yesterday, there was something wrong with the keypad again. irritating la. but this time the girl at the counter was the salesgirl who sold me the phone, and she's nice! i managed to get an exchange lor, and she's friendly. =)

haha. shall talk about today. went kbox with ningz perlin fangyi shan! lol. haven't had so much fun since school reopened. think we made the waiters there kinda pissed, but we don't care, their attitude not very good either. haha. i think me and ningz and fangyi were practically screaming, and now ningz has a real sexy voice man. =X and shan sucks! cuz she don't wanna sing. lol.

went shan's house after that, without perlin. chatted, then ningz went home. me and fangyi stayed till like, 10? haha. her doris jie bought mac for her, then me and fangyi shared with her. hehh. =\ tell you one secret: shan used her facial as shampoo!! accidentally la, but super funny!! but that's not as funny as the erhem one when you were k1 hor shan? =P

haha, okok la. stop here. update so long le. i need sleep. cya!

2005-07-09T17:28:00.000+08:00

just finished mopping the floor. in the mood for some blogging. i fried noodles today! my ma said it was nice, and i thought so too. =)

read through some of the integration worksheets. i need to do well, cuz i've been neglecting maths for quite some time. worried about chem too, realized that i'm not that good at it after all. gonna do some tys and physics workout tonight.

spent 4 hours wiping off every spot of dust in my room last night. alright, almost. slept at 3. -yawn- went through some stuff and thought of things. hmmm.

well, at least my room is conducive for studying now. need to do some shopping le.

things i need/want:
1. digital alarm clock(i hate reading those hour and minute hands)
2. piggy bank!
3. new black pens

haha, the piggy bank reminds me of seying. my primary school friend anyway. she once told me that she has many piggy banks, but all of them are empty. lol. i need one to start saving properly, cuz i'm just stuffing my money everywhere now. --"

signing off! =)

2005-07-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

ok, i'm bored. shall blog.

i'm hating school. it feels terrible when you see everyone working away and you're slacking. perlin told i seem to have slackened a lot this term. i feel bored, i feel dead but i don't feel like studying.

was absent yesterday. thanks to all who sent their regards.

well, i'm trying to find something to blog about. but apparently, my mind is blank. the medicine's making me half dead. i actually planned what i wanted to do today. sadly, i fell asleep after the med took effect and woke up at 9. luckily i didn't miss the last episode of youfu. hehh.

alright, no more television for me. shall go draw up a study time table now. hopefully it will motivate me a little.

2005-07-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

this is amazingly accurate la. maybe cuz its based on your specific birth date, time and place. lol.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------
This birth chart shows the positions of the planets of ang cheng luan

The sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.

Sun in Capricorn

She is honest, reserved, circumspect, honorable and strong-willed. Quietly ambitious within the realms of the possible, she likes and takes on responsibility. She can work in the social domain.

Weaknesses: a bitter, hostile, disagreeable and mistrustful mind.

-110 Square Sun - Mars

She is violent, impulsive. She throws herself headlong into situations without ever thinking of the consequences of her actions. This can cause a lot of problems. She cannot stand still and channels badly the energy which she possesses.

107 Trine Sun - Jupiter

She has high social ambitions, respects justice and the law. She is tolerant, optimistic, kindly. She has every chance for professional success in a strictly legal setting.

The moon represents a reaction, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.

Moon in Aries

She is autonomous, emancipated, courageous. Self-assured, with energetic activities. She is ambitious and enthusiastic.

Weaknesses: impulsiveness, domination, aggressiveness, great impetuousness. Constant changing of job.

5 Conjunction Moon - Mars

She is frank, honest, full of vigor and ambition. She is strong-willed and powerful at work. She is a little hard on herself but, above all, on others whose capacity for action is not as great.

Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.

Mercury in Aquarius

Likes everything that is new and original: is an innovator. Values her independence and liberty of action greatly. She initiates projects, she is individualistic, idealistic and humanitarian. Likes intellectual discussions.

Weaknesses: argumentative, bickering and eccentric.

-60 Square Mercury - Pluto

She is impatient. She likes contradiction and is irascible. Her arguments are noisy and animated.

Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.

Venus in Capricorn

Loves are sincere. She is basically attracted to those with problems, which complicates life because she takes on those people's problems. Her feelings are deep, stable, solid, definite. She is not very expansive and can be melancholic.

Weaknesses: she has a tendency to hold back emotions, she is too reserved and is frightened of being disappointed in love.

23 Trine Venus - Mars

She is amorous, not a peaceful and calm lover but a passionate one with a strong temperament. She is demonstrative in love, and likes healthy pleasures. She enjoys life to the full.

465 Conjunction Venus - Saturn

She has a good grasp of reality and of duty. She is thrifty, reserved and does not show off. She likes truth and justice. In love, her sentiments are sincere and deep, she never plays false. She is, of course, faithful in love and friendship. She can love a much older person and appreciates her intelligence and good sense.

334 Conjunction Venus - Uranus

independent in love. Her love life is rich, but with passing love affairs. She tires quickly and is scared of losing her liberty. If she marries, she will regret it. She has that little something that attracts the opposite sex: she likes amorous adventures, she is romantic. She is the eternal lover and, of course, is unfaithful if she has a serious relationship. She likes art, anything new.

135 Conjunction Venus - Neptune

Her professional life is unstable. She has a taste for the Arts, is a dreamer, is easily influenced and romantic. She is emotional and very sensitive.

Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.

Mars in Aries

She is aggressive, offensive, impulsive, provoking. She is bold and adventurous.

Weaknesses: aggressiveness, boldness that can lead to violence, or to an accident, but certainly leads to problems.

44 Trine Mars - Uranus

She possesses exceptional energy. She is impulsive but bold. She takes on risky enterprises for the good of the community, with all the energy she possesses. She has a great need of her independence, likes her freedom of action.

Jupiter represents expansion and grace.

Jupiter in Taurus

She likes the good things in Life and knows how to profit from them. A high liver, but perhaps a little too greedy. She controls and administers her affairs, money well.

Weaknesses: she is a little too obsessed by increasing her material possessions, money. Has too great a desire to possess, to be powerful.

Saturn represents contraction and effort.

Saturn in Capricorn

She is scrupulous, honest, correct, worthy and respectable.

Weaknesses: melancholy, sullenness, disappointment and bitterness.

227 Conjunction Saturn - Uranus

She knows how to be on top of the situation. She perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original. She is very practical. She proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve her objectives in the end.

241 Conjunction Saturn - Neptune

Her plans are realized in a methodical fashion, she works hard to achieve success.

Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty.

Uranus in Capricorn

A great battler. She has so much power, that one thinks nothing can defeat her. Her mission in society, in the world means everything to her.

42 Conjunction Uranus - Neptune

Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty.

Neptune in Capricorn

She is discerning, wise and sensible.

10 Sextile Neptune - Pluto

Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination.

Pluto in Scorpio

Great sexual activity.

2005-07-02T00:07:00.000+08:00

haha. today, or rather yesterday since its currently 0007hrs, was youth day. well, i don't think the casual dressing theme was in any way logical. what's the point of dressing casually in school when you have to wear long pants and preferably long skirts?

anyway, i guess the lower sec didn't really get to know of the restrictions of the dressing. it's interesting to see how they dress. the sec 4s were the ones who didn't really dress like the rest. haha. i admit that i couldn't really be bothered to dress up la. just wore full school uniform with high socks. lol. i lovee anderson.

haha. saw very happening people la. shall be nice and not mention anything. =)

we ended school with a pretty nice concert, or so i thought. haha. anderson teachers can sing la. heard that major chong and mr tok was going to sing but was disappointed. haha. the happiest thing about today should be the cream puff treat from mdm wong! not forgetting mr yong's polo-s! haha. i appreciate that he wiped out all the polo-s in bukit timah shopping centre or whatever name that place is called. lol.

went for lunch with pat jenn sharon kejun fabian. super embarrassing. haha. first mac second pizza hut third pao pao man ting xiang and finally we went back to pizza hut again. anqi and qiao came to join us for a while. haha. quite fun la, just that i was in a bad mood today. =X saw shiyun too. haha.

took 265 full trip with pat jenn sharon kejun. in the end only left me and pat. sat down at yck mrt station and started to chat, for almost 2 hours i think. not too sure, maybe not that long. haha. nice chat!

haha. i miss blogging. that accounts for the looong entry today. haha. takecare! =)

2005-06-25T13:35:00.000+08:00

dreading school. shucks.

perpetual rotting.

i wanted to study chemistry, i really wanted to. but no motivation la. saddening. only managed to write a page of notes for the particulate nature of matter. hahz. what a progress. --"

my jie's going over to my aunt's house for steamboat. haish.

reasons why i feel like going:
1. i'm craving for steamboat.
2. i need to relax before school starts.

reasons why i don't feel like going:
1. serangoon sounds far. alright, it is far.
2. i feel guilty going for steamboat when i've got lotsa work to do.

>.<

pat's right. i'm indecisive. boo. whatever. =(

2005-06-24T20:10:00.000+08:00

aiya, the school's dumb. what's the point of asking us back to school when the teachers aren't gonna be there. stupid la, have to wait like, 2 hrs 45 mins before the next lesson starts? -rolls eyes-

im hopelessly lagging behind for geog and chem. i admit that i can't really be bothered about geog, but i can't let and don't want my chem to die like that la. i'm getting stressed up. again.

anyway big thanks to fabian for the initial d premier tickets! i like the racing parts. damn cool la, the way they turn at all the sharp bends. i want to drive like that too! -dreams away- funny movie too. but not recommended for those who don't like racing. i want to bring my pa go watch! so that i can watch again without paying. hehh. anyway, the ending was bad. too abrupt and not quite a happy ending. edison's super shuai. haha.

haha. suddenly i don't feel like updating anymore. shall stop here. haha.

2005-06-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

hehh. i'm updating, like finally. told pat that i won't update until i finish my layout. and here it is. nice?

school has sort of started. i'm glad that 4/3's lessons all start from 9 even though i seriously don't want to go back to school. school life without maths and physics is like hell, because there's no mdm wong or mdm tey. =( looking back, i guess i'm being quite a good girl now. i went out for less than 5 times during the past few weeks. spent most of my time with my ma. but no doubt i feel good hiding at home la, haha.

fixed my links just now and tagged at most people's blog. 3 out of 5 are either angry or depressed entries. jialat. staying home actually allows you to really sit down and think, which is good. haha. my conclusion. for the first time, i don't want this holidays to end. boo.

anyway, went back to school today. nothing special happened, just that i rushed 2 english papers for nothing yesterday night. mrs ashari wasn't in school. spent all the lessons doing physics, haha. i'm multi-tasking again. and again, life's empty without maths and physics lesson.

haha. managed to persuade xingying to have lunch at long john. she can't resist temptation la. lol. chatted for very very long with her. mostly about the ex-2/1 girls. we even came out with the different zui-s(most talented, talkative, friendly, etc.) and matched it to different people. it was nice catching up, considering that we haven't seen each other since the holidays started.

oh well, i should look on the bright side. haha. this start of the new school term is gonna mark a new phase in my life. yepp. xingying agrees that i'm actually quite independent, strong and optmistic. yay. haha. also, i don't want to live a life of obligations anymore. time to start thinking for myself i guess. =)

life's great, and i want it to continue like that.

2005-06-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

i'm bored, and i'm blogging. blahhhs.

while i'm trying to finish my homework at snail's pace, i'm thinking of other ways to spend my holiday more fruitfully. have been learning cooking from my ma these days. going to wet markets and supermarkets everyday. tiring but quite fun la. but i hate it when those bloody vege sellers spit a whole string of veg.s' names at me. comon lor, i KNOW these veg. don't treat me like a parasite who only knows how to open my mouth and eat.

i know quite a bit of theory work now la, as in how much salt and stuff to add and how big the fire should be. my ma say she's gonna let me cook a meal someday. i'm cooking one small dish everyday now. =) i don't mind staying in the kitchen for 2 long hours la, cuz i get to mop the floor dry everyday after my ma finish cooking and washing the floor! whee~

anyone knows where to do voluntary work? flag days are okay with me too. i want to visit the SPCA, but pat says we're too young to help in any way. depressing. i still remember there was this girl who asked for my contact number to do voluntary work. she hasn't contacted me until now lor.

haha. i want to go to places in singapore which i've never visited before too. places like muesums, or any attraction. singapore isn't boring, it is just our mindset. i'm trying to see things from a different perspective.

going over to my aunt's house for bbq tomorrow! haha. i've been craving for bbq food since the holidays started. hehh. i want those marinated bbq chicken wings and satay! yummy~

i finished studying plate tectonics, weathering and river processes today! but only did one geog question yesterday. i should work harder. no, i must work harder.

haha, i just missed 40 mins of my jiu wu zhi zun. 9 5 pride if you want a direct translation. lol. cya~ =)

2005-06-05T00:46:00.000+08:00

blogging time! whee~

yesterday was the last day of the first week of extra lessons. had our a maths mock mock exam. haha. gonna flunk for sure. feeling very distracted recently la, doing everything half-heartedly. keep having those "whatever la" kinda mindset. i know i shouldn't, but i just couldn't care less.

went for lunch with jiawei jenn kejun sharon. we practically crawled to amk central. found a new stall selling mocha chip ice-cream! had ice mountain. lotsa ice. hee. slacked around after lunch, spent like ages inside the ts vcd shop. i wann my tian long ba bu vcd!

went to prata house after that. i can't imagine how much weight i'll gain. couldn't decide on where to go. the milky prata was nice, but a bit too big. they have nice lime juice too! went over to sharon's house after the prata. surfing friendster together with friends is fun. lol. played game of life! [jenn has a life that's real rotten. and she practically went crazy over it=X]. lol. took cab home with kejun, 'cuz i need to watch my liu jing sui yue ending. hehh.

went over to sharon's house again this morning. overslept. then my pa wanted me to help him pay bills. at 10am in the morning. still say open liao. grrr. wasted trip to causeway, and to make things worse i took the wrong bus to sharon's house. ended up going a longer way.

today is a productive day! i finished my integration kinematics! -beams proudly- then jiawei came. went downstairs after that and decided to cook dinner! haha. me and sharon can cook! and the food's nice okayy! hee. had lotsa fun cooking in the kitchen. and bing's nice to me today. hee. its a happy day today!

but hor, i'm having mood swings recently. argh i hate it. don't like to feel sad. pat said, "sometimes life kinda sucks really". then i said, "sometimes life really kinda sucks. or should i say sometimes life kinda really sucks." lol. interesting conversation.

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2005-06-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

okay, i'm here to blog again. was busy with extra lessons and homework these days. sad to say, i've still got undone work. blahhhs. don't feel like doing anything. sometimes i really want to sit down somewhere and think about my life. it can be really hard to think positively. oh whatever.

anyway, was happy to receive a 6-page long reply letter from jiaying! haha. you made me want to think about how i really feel. maths lessons were pretty boring. not because of mdm wong though, it's just that lessons are always taken up by tests and i plain forgot about everything on vectors. there's chemistry practical almost every other day. bored to tears doing qualitative analysis. i want titration! mdm tey's not in school for physics. couldn't really get use to mr yu. -sighs- tomorrow's the amaths mock mock exam. well, amaths rocks but i just don't feel like preparing for the exam.

i'm darn tired of things happening around me. just can't be bothered. planning to change some things of mine. if not i feel as though everything's the same everywhere. freaked. perhaps i should watch more of 钟晓刚 to cheer myself up. yay.

went cafe cartel with pat and jiawei today. only finished probability 7. inefficient me. fell asleep for a while. will TRY to plan for the holidays to prevent wasting my time away.

hmmm, going off. cya.

2005-05-31T19:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm, converting my mp3 files now. think it will be completed when i finish typing this entry. hahz.

okay, i'm not supposed to be here. i should be studying at my table, and finishing my truckload of homework. feeling stressed out again, but not by studies. just feel like taking a break from everything. it's great to go home early anyway. hee.

haha. i'm too lazy to talk about sports carnival and 4/3's seoul garden trip. hehh. for more information, please visit fangyi's blog. =)

this should be considered an update, right?

2005-05-23T18:05:00.000+08:00

whee~ decided to drop by my blog before going off to watch vcds. hee. had a pretty rocking long weekend!

friday was speech day. wasn't in the mood to pay attention during any of the classes, except maths. =) kept myself occupied during geog with frozen bubble, and answering mr ismail's questions. this is called the art of multi-tasking. -beams- kept having finger cramps cuz i forgot to change the keys for the game. =
after that was the supposed ex-2/1 outing. went j8 for lunch. how exciting. no choice, since we couldn't think of any other place. had pastamania. okayy, didn't enjoy it as much as usual. then went for neoprints! but sad to say. i lost them. shopped around aimlessly before settling down at cafe cartel for a soup and free flow of bread. fell asleep soon though.

speech day was okay. as usual the waiting aka rotting time was long. played a round of dou di zu with pat and jingzhi. after that played bridge with lynette hari and handika(don't know how to spell). hari is such a professional liar. humph. never judge a book by its cover. lol. and patricia the great was great enough to spill chili on her gown before the performance. haha.

had cup noodles for dinner at amk central at night. had the honour of watching different families of mice play catching. saw about almost 20 mice. freaked out. amk is really dirty. roaches and rats everywhere. disgusting.

spent my saturday baking. supposed to meet lyn and fangyi at 2 but obviously i waited like an idiot for the two tardy queens to arrive. borrowed recipe books and bought ingredients and went over to lyn's house for baking. borrowed her neighbour's oven. oh my god she's such a pro at baking. -feels ashamed- but she's so nice to agree to teach us bake when we're free. hehh. my muffins didn't turn out nice. expected. no taste one. boo. went home and got suan-ed by my sister. pui.

went to suntec yesterday. had sizzler for lunch. hee. grilled dory rocks. felt really full even though i didn't eat much. keke. i just love sizzler. =D and oh yahh! i bought a wallet. haha. but a bit can't bear to change away my pooh pouch. went over to my aunt's house for bbq at night. the food was so yummi-li-cious. i love the chicken wings! now i finally realized that the bbq-s we had weren't exactly nice. =X

ta-da~ that's my wonderful weekend. today's a school holiday, and i'm hibernating at home once again. cya and take care~ =)

2005-05-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

i've decided to waste away another 20mins by blogging. alright, i shall forget about tomorrow's maths class test for the time being. area under a curve pisses me off. [oh well, i have to find a way to hand that in tomorrow.]

had pizza for dinner just now. hopefully i won't wake up in the middle of the night feeling hungry. even going online and bloggging can't keep me entertained. wonder what's wrong with me today. just plain irritated and frustrated. i'm dying of paranoia over my results which i'll be getting back soon, especially physics. and being in a messy and stuffy room doesn't make things better. [thought: shall tidy up my room after this.]

i'm supposed to complete my maths assignment[the freaking area under a curve], physics theory workbook, english vocab exercises, finish the book i borrowed from bohui, study kinematics and prepare for tomorrow's test. endless pile of work as it seems. i'm frustrated and i hate feeling this way.

okay, my slacking time is up. gotta start work.

2005-05-14T01:14:00.000+08:00

haha. i'm in a good mood today! shall update a looong entry. lol. had a nice lunch today. my ancestor's death anniversary then my mum cooked all my favourites! then my pa came back with my new specs! hehh. rocking way to start the afternoon. then packed my physics and maths file before going out to meet lyndy and jiawei. helped my pa paid bills too.

then something really gek happened. there was this woman who jumped queue. she was supposed to be queueing behind me. alright, i decided to be nice and let her go first. her bill was $649, about there la. and guess what? she paid almost everything in $2 notes. -faints-

took bus to the sheng song market there. met up with khai fangyi and guojie. kept debating whether or not to buy certain stuff. spent like centuries there, and poor shan had to wait for us for 50mins. actually she not that poor thing also la, who ask her last minute join us =X. hehh.

left the guys to do the fire starting. hehh. then started to eat and eat and eat. lol. gossiped and told ghost stories. scared the daylights out of lyndy. wahaha! she so fun to scare one. =P the people at the pit next to us thought we were one of them and kept coming over to get knives, plates, plastic bags. but we were given free drinks la. haha diao. called mdm tang down for the bbq. since opposite only ma, so convenient. haha in the end she couldn't finish marking her scripts. =X

then mdm tang came. started to bombard her with complaints. had a nice time laughing over a lot of things la. haha. went back at 11 plus. haha. super late. i didn't study today! feel bad. but never mind. had a nice bbq. with lyndy the apple maker, jiawei the charcoal boy, guojie the prawn-peeling machine, fangyi the madwoman, shan the slacker-cum-yanzi-msng-fan, khai the baby's "mama". and mdm tang too!

haha. shall stop here. nitez!

2005-05-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

yay. i'm finally online. my common tests are finally over! -phew- a bit disappointed by chem results, but never mind. i shall work harder!

today isn't really a good day la. i think we should really cherish our time together and not wait until towards the end of year before o'levels then start to talk about class spirit and all that. perhaps nobody feels the severity and urgency of the situation now. all i know is if we don't really have a lot of time left together. hmmm yahh.

choir didn't really went well too. splurged on pens to relieve stress. lol. had swensen's ice cream. still feel dat gelare's mocha chip is the nicest. ice cream addiction! =)

blahhhs. shall look forward to tomorrow. barbeque~ lol. gonna study in the morning also. don't really understand the particle motion thing. boo.

stopping here. take care~

2005-05-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i updated.
my comp crashed, after years of loyal service. lol.
everybody is celebrating the end of CA.
but i still hafta mug for 4 more tests.

new layout. got sick of the me-to-you one.
i suppose people know how to get around my blog.
new tagboard too.
anyway my new midi is tong hua,
found this version very nice.

i don't really know what to update about.
perhaps its because i haven't been updating for long.
haha. finally cleared up the cobwebs.

okok la, short entry. take care peeps. =)

2005-04-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

updating. haha.
slacked the whole week away. didn't feel like doing anything.
got so tired of studying and doing homework.
took a gamble by not studying for geog test.
it got postponed twice. lucky me.

was feeling weird. haha.
is it me or is something really not right?
had a great talk with them at sr that day.
though i didn't really appear serious.

haha. just when i thought things were bad enough,
i lost my wallet. urghhs. whatever.
troublesome. gotta report this and that.
got scolded obviously.

thanks fangyi and lyndy for being such nice friends!

i really want to play carom well.
and show you that i'm not that lousy.
i will prove you wrong.
sometimes i just feel like taping your mouth,
or kicking you down the rubbish chute.

been thinking a lot nowadays.
like everyone else. haha. sorted out some thoughts.
somehow felt that you aren't as cheerful these days.
you have always been someone special.
we could have stayed on just as close,
if not for the things that happened.
just wanna let you know, you're not forgotten.
_/I_
>'.' < take care.

2005-04-08T20:58:00.000+08:00

came home early today. nice feeling to walk alone.
had lunch and went to sleep.
shiok. hee. but missed my hei ye cai hong. =(

i think i'm getting very distracted by television.
can't help it. too many nice shows.
and they are one after another. haha.
so i ended up not doing any homework at home.
haha. 11 more essays to go. wish me luck.

tomorrow's the april games.
not really looking forward to it somehow.
blahhhs. shall start my engine again and work work work!

haha. signing off. anyway,
my new blog song is junjie's 一千年以後 =)

2005-04-01T19:26:00.000+08:00

finished a week of tests. phew.
won't expect to do well though, since i didn't really study hard for it.
homework piling up. lalala~ must chiong le.

drinking this don't know what chinese medicine.
disgusting. so bitter.
suggesting to my ma if i could just add some sugar. =D

had choir today, and mrs tan came down.
haha. she's really nice.
had some interesting anderson history. haha.
4 days to syf. uhh.

got our gown and shoes. okok lor.
don't really like the shoes though. haha.
went for chicken rice opposite afterwards.
then went home lor. choir ended pretty late.

okok la, stop here. takecare! =)

2005-03-26T15:02:00.000+08:00

yesterday was a super slack day. lol.
went to watch pooh's heffalump movie.
haha. the show's cute. and there were lotsa kids watching.
supposed to go do geog after that but didn't felt like it.
went walk walk around and went timezone. lol.

today gonna work work work.
must finish up all undone homework by monday.
hopefully its possible. haha.

okok la. short update. takecare peeps! =)

2005-03-20T11:38:00.000+08:00

just woke up. last day of holidays. saddening.
with tons of undone homework, i seem to have wasted my time away.

yesterday went creative to 'repair' my mp3.
turned out that i could have solved the problem myself at home.
walked around the fair. then left.

went j8 to hunt for a new pencilbox.
saw lotsa people. jiawei cut his hair.
couldn't find any nice pencilbox. went home.

life is so boring. signing off now, takecare.

2005-03-18T18:19:00.000+08:00

don't feel like doing homework. blahhhs. bored.
falling sick during the holidays is just so sucky.
thought it was some normal sore throat,
but the doctor say until like very serious like that.
what virus infection, then ear also affected. dengz.

keep having ear-aches and ear blocks. annoying.
didn't go for choir. hmmm.
anyway the choir on wed rocked.
the foreign conductors were so fun.
we sounded nice! whee~

think i'll stop here. can't really focus.
keep drifting off. takecare! =)

2005-03-13T19:03:00.000+08:00

finally back home. though didn't really felt like coming home. hahz.
bad week last week. everything was going wrong.
fiercely bad-tempered. ignored a lot of people.
haha don't feel like talking abt it.

thursday was my first working experience! quite cool la.
not very difficult. quite fun too. haha.
went for chalet at night. a lot of andersonians.
cycled wearing a skirt to mac to buy burger for fangyi.
blahhhs. saw puqin. haha. that girl power.
camp at east coast. this year chalet not really fun.
kinda boring actually. kept hopping over to other chalets.
totured jiaying's benben-saur. haha.
didn't sleep the first night. anyway everyone slept early.
chatted with jiawei xingying and pat outside.
then walked to 7-11. too bored.
encountered freaky things too.

slept at 6 and woke up at 7 for x-country.
had a lift from fabian there and back. thanks!
this year i'm enthu okay. ran even though i wasn't competing.
went back to chalet and cleared up.
didn't go for the bbq. haha.
came back and went 4/2 for a few games of mahjong.
then slept. woke up for choir.

okok la. i don't feel like updating le. haha.
boring. take care! =)

2005-03-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

hahz. finally updating after 2 weeks.
got sick of my previous layout so didn't felt like blogging.
well, ca is over! did okok only.
screwed all the retests. blahhs.

had my 15 hours of sleep yesterday!
but the sleep was not a comfortable one. lol.
disturbed by msg-es and calls.
didn't reply the msg-es until much later.
picked up dean's call half-consciously too.
and got dragged outta bed all thanks to jiawei's call. =went for a haircut after washing up.
ermms. my hair looks kinda short now.
the guy kept cutting. haish. i look weird.
think i'm gonna spend hours to tie my hair agn. --"

came back and helped to mop the floor.
went bathe and did a bit of homework.
then worked on my layout.
kinda taking my own sweet time. lol.

went for wo men de bai yun gang on friday.
nicer than last year's. though the last one was real boring.
didn't understand what it was about. half-sleeping.
took cab home. lazy take bus. hahz.

that's about it la. nothing special.
hahz. tkcare ppl! =)

2005-02-20T11:44:00.000+08:00

hahz. i better update before all the common tests start. school is so slack this week. all the teachers absent. like wasted week like that.

anyway friday had steamboat at sharon's house! whee it was so nice. especially the soup. keke. played a lot of bridge. guess i'm more or less familiar with the game le. slacked for very long at her house. hee. in the end me pat kejun left at 11.40pm. haha. chiong cab home. kejun paid. thanks!

yesterday had choir at hwachong. oh mann! the environment so nice lor. we sounded like shit though. haiz. pissed ms lim off. so angry at myself too. went to meet my ma at causeway point after that. was 35 mins late. cuz didn't expect the late dismissal. she bought stuff and i just stand beside and watch. haha. chose her handbag though.

wanted to do some work before going out again but still went to sleep. woke up late, bathed and just put on the shirt that i pulled out from the cupboard. got scolded by almost everyone for the S-sized shirt. feel so cheated. its S. and i was wearing it for the first time. its so bloody big.

anyway the concert was real rocking! haha. someone from bass is handsome! haha. i like his hair. and his voice is quite gentle for a bass. whoaz. bass. keke. jiaying says he's cute too. wahaha. their musical was nice too! haha. funny. fooled around, and went home together. reached hom near 12 too. dengx.

2005-02-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

whee! here to update again. tis week has been exciting. lol. saturday went selian's and xingying's house. haha. had lotsa fun. 'cause there were interesting peeps. played truth or dare. shan't disclose anything. hiak hiak. xingying's house was rocking too. haha. miss 21'o3 girls.

sunday was teachers-visiting-day. first up was mdm tang's house. whoaz. i really mean whoaz. it was so cool. perfect slacking place. her husband is sweet. awww. and i got monopoly addiction. keke. couldn't bear to leave her house, and ended up late meeting the rest.

went mdm tey's house. her house is big for a condo. the platform is cool. ate. played a seemingly endless game of uno attack, learnt bridge from shifu jiawei! and watched a bit of new police story. haha. left quite late too.

went town with jiawei yiyang jingjie weijie after that. to get valentines' gift. interesting things happened la. haha. and the florist was darn attitude. first. they only sell tulips in bouquets, and each one is only 49.30. secondly, they asked me to wait awhile for my rose and only told me 5 mins later that they decided not to sell it to me when i asked. oh fine.

monday had choir. aiya i hate mondays. so hectic. lotsa teachers wasn't around. thanks everyone who gave me a present and all those who wished me happy v'day! got my mp3, like finally. haha. happy happy.

yesterday was my supposed lunar birthday. ate yu sheng for the first time in my life. my sis and aunt bought from sakae. nice nice. everyone was saying their 4D numbers but i was saying "L1R5 6 points!". lol. ate steamboat! whee~ drank 3 bowls of soup. nice nice. if only i can have it everyday.

today didn't go to school. sorry to all those people whom i didn't reply your sms-es or didn't pick up your calls. thanks for asking if i'm fine. hee i've got such sweet friends. hugggs* =)

2005-02-08T21:00:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone! haha, this year not really special for me. went like "huh.. tomorrow new year ar..". haha. thanks to jiaying(dear!) for the ang bao sweets and the little note and fabby gor gor for the 20cent ang bao! lol. mdm wong gave us chocolate coins in ang baos too!

celebration wasn't very nice too but me qiao khai fangyi perlin ningxin kept ourselves entertained. lol. went to j8 with perlin lyndy fangyi after school. had lunch in kfc! perlin went to meet her cousin(she's quite chio lorz)after that. saw mr tok with graduated seniors, and xingying shuyi eunice.

nothing much lor, was looking for my mp3. the shops don't have the black one that i want. saddening. went causeway with fangyi lyndy after that. still couldn't find the black one. grrr. there was one shop with the black one on display. but it wasn't open for business. argh.

lyndy went to pierce a new earhole, after going mos burger for a drink. haha. looks painful. me and fangyi trying to freak her out by acting painful. lol. went home after that.

why, why, why. why aren't you there when i needed someone most? i know it is not your fault. but why does the same thing keep repeating everytime? maybe it's meant to be. i'm so tired of everything.

2005-02-04T20:13:00.000+08:00

hehh. i'm updating! school is darn busy with choir almost every other day. okay la it wasn't bad, its just that i don't like sectionals. keke. this week is test week. didn't really study much, just read through and went to sleep. sleeping at 2230 everyday, which is considered very very early for me. hahz.

finally fixed my table!! so happy. haha recently spent too much le now must start saving for valentines'! haha. chiong-ed home immediately after school with xingying and eunice within one hour. haha *proud* today went town with shan! haha sorry lei jiawei pang seh you for lunch. a lot of spastic things happened la. lol. then tortoise lyn joined us after breaking free from fangyi. lol!

enjoying school, enjoying choir, enjoying life! haha. feeling very happy and very high now. blehh. take care everyone! =)
anyway happy pre-birthday puqin!! haha special mention in my blog also since you mentioned mine is your blog too =D

2005-01-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

blahhhs. wasn't in school for almost the whole week. don't feel like elaborating about our adam khoo workshop though. hehh. missed choir on tuesday. i miss choir. i miss ms lim. hahz.

tired week la. half dead after school. rushing homework until late at night every day. still got undone worksheets. argh.

had choir sectionals on friday. yiting came back! and with chocolates =X haha. didn't have to do e maths mastery. phew. hope the rest did well.

had choir workshop with anglican, nanyang, sngs, fairfield and tkgs today. we were the last to perform. almost fell asleep. hahz. didn't get to do flag day with 4/3 today though.

after that went to ikea! shopping spree. hee. shiok mann. i bought a table, curtains, a dustbin, file holders, squeegee for my mum and hotdogs for my jie. spent about 64 bucks. people looking at me must be wondering why was i buying a table wearing school uniform and without my parents around.

BIG thanks to jiawei!! paiseh also. this guy so good! helped me carry the table all the way home onto my door step. my ma insisted that he have a drink, then accuse me of torturing people. argh. i'm grateful okay?! i'm so happy! i bought my table finally! hee.

okok la, take care people! =)

2005-01-22T22:42:00.000+08:00

updating again about yesterday ('cause fangyi say must blog). haha me and khai were on the same bus but she was right in front and i was right at the back. didn't get to see each other then only realised it when we got off. khai's brother darn cute! met zakiah at the carpark near her house and went up.

lol her house is very purple and very dreamy. fangyi and me first time visit a malay friend's house so a bit scared. oh mann the food was rocking. though i could only eat less than half the number of dishes. can't eat beef what. ate lotsa lontong and the curry chicken. hehh hehh. thanks zak!

after that khai went to her uncle's house and fangyi and me went to shop at causeway. spent a lot of time at samuel and kelvin. i bought a top and she bought a top and a bottom. shopped for valentines' present too!

went for dinner at kfc! lol saw a very funny guy and we burst out laughing. chatted about some stuff. life is so ironic. when you have a lot of friends you don't seem to belong anywhere. but if you have a few friends and when you lose one of them you'll feel so lost.

saw a "confrontation" on our way to the interchange. there was this guy in a black top being scolded by another guy in white. the black-top guy said he wanted to hack the other according to their conversation. ended up getting scolded though. the white-top guy was practically yelling at him, saying if he dare to hack him he would stand there for him to hack. he was slapping him as he yelled, and started hitting him after a while. someone near us called the police, but the white-top guy left soon after.

interesting day out with fangyi. lol. it has been a long time since we went out together. hee.

accompanied shiyun and jiawei to watch kungfu hustle today. both of them were laughing their heads off but i wasn't amused by the movie. the theatre was as freezing as the jokes. lol. quite a normal day today compared to yesterday. lol.

hee, sorry la i know the entry is very long. life is so unpredictable. just when you thought that the friendship would be for ever, the person is drifting away from you. cherish, before you lose it. take care. i'm officially broke =(

2005-01-21T11:35:00.000+08:00

wheee! mastery tests are over! din slp well this few days. then was half dead during classes. haha. everyday when i reach home i would fall aslp somewhere. hehh.

later going to zakiah's house. knew her for 4 years already yet i never go her house before. haha. just called fangyi. that girl's still sleeping. *expected* haha.

went to the library with pat yesterday after buying fox's at ntuc. haha. borrowed 3 chinese books. looks interesting la. hee.

i also don't know what to update. haha. okok la, take care. =)

2005-01-15T21:11:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my birthday. everything seemed pretty normal. anyway, thanks to everyone who gave me the presents. hope you received my sms. =)

took neoprints with shan fangyi lyndy. had fun with you guys! thanks. really enjoyed myself even though i had to rush off.

went for campfire, the night sky was so nice. full of stars. didn't really get into the mood for the campfire. helped to paint choir's banner. last year to do le, especially when it's the first time.

had cca open house today. went for lunch with selian yong. fell asleep in kfc. then walked around aimlessly in amk central. was quiet today. didn't want to talk. sorry.

went home after that. mopped the floor again. doing chores is a good way of putting thoughts aside.

chatted with jingjie on msn just now. coincidentally, he asked a question that was bugging me last time. my heart actually sank.

was watching hzgg3. poor xiaoyanzi and ziwei. fell in love with the song that was playing. but it is sad. stopping here, take care.

回忆当初　多少柔情深深种
关山阻隔　且把歌声遥遥送
多少往事　点点滴滴尽成空
千丝万缕　化作心头无穷痛

自君别后　鸳鸯瓦冷霜华重
漫漫长夜　翡翠衾寒谁与共
临别叮咛　天上人间会相逢
一别茫茫　魂魄为何不入梦

情深似海　良辰美景何时再
梦里梦外　笑语温柔依依在
也曾相见　恍恍惚惚费疑猜
魂儿梦儿　来来往往应无碍

旧日游踪　半是荒草半是苔
山盟犹在　只剩孤影独徘徊
三生有约　等待等待又等待
几番呼唤　归来归来盼归来

2005-01-13T20:02:00.000+08:00

had physics mastery today. felt better with this big load off my chest. now gonna focus on my a maths mastery. i can do well, i want to do well, i will do well. hahz. motivation!

was hopping past a few people's blogg, and some of them are really nice. perhaps i am also paranoid that i'm not being myself in front of people. read selian's blogg too. felt that actually i'm in no position to talk about love. hahz.

my mood went up and down like a rollercoaster ride today. was laughing so much that my stomach ached during lunch and yet i was particularly moody during choir. i saw people getting pissed, people full of disappointment and people crying. i must admit that it wasn't a very nice feeling.

was thinking about the 4 personality birds on my way back home from ntuc with my ma. its one of the few tests that i said was quite accurate. i'm an extreme owl and insignificant peacock. lol. think more and talk less is my principle. =X

haha, enough of the unhappy stuff. i seldom write about myself in blog entries if you realize. this entry is an exception i guess. i always try to look on the bright side. 'cause there's always people like jiaying pat xingying khai perlin ningxin fangyi who will cheer me up. thanks a lot guys! i really appreciated it. =)

anyway, here's a paragraph for fabian. lol. happy birthday! though don't know you as well as last time le, but stay happy always! guess you won't get to read this also la. haha.

updating until here. take care! =)

2005-01-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

reply to selian's tagg here. lol. anyway thanks to those who tagged!

selian:
为什么爱就一定要代表放弃和成全？如果真的爱他，就应该努力去争取而不是眼巴巴看着他离去。也许有一天他也会发现你的好？也许他会突然觉悟其实身边有个明明就很了解他而他却没注意到的一个人？我还是觉得会有那种能让人不顾一切，奋不顾身的爱。只要曾经努力过，就算没有结果但至少没有遗憾。真的不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有吗？谈何容易。你说的那句“但是往往就是连爱与放弃都无法作个干脆的决定”也不是没有道理吧。故作坚强的看着对方离去，是逃避，是愚蠢，是对自己没信心。但，无论选择了爱他或放弃，也是无可厚非吧。毕竟世界上没有真正的对与错。每个人都会用不同的角度看待任何事。哈哈，我好像有点自相矛盾。只是我的一点看法。=)

2005-01-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

yeahh im updating. lol. thanks for the taggs peeps! was chatting on the phone with selian just now. no offence but we both think that sometimes its really difficult to face the problems. i think zijun's suggestion is kinda interesting. anyway don't worry la i'll take care de.

have been watching meteor garden. so nice. won't ever get sick of it. hehh.

went town yesterday with weiyee. that girl's funny. she and her boyfriend make an interesting couple. lol. hunted for jiawei and jiaying's presents.

got this far east shirt printing uncle who pinched my face and knocked my head. grrr. like we know each other very well like that. dengz.

today was shopping day. haha. met jiawei at 2. thought i'll be late but i wasn't! i reached at 1359. showed him the time. lol. saw fangyi and guojie. bought jiawei and jiaying's present after they left. hee.

okok la, the entry is so long. take care!

2005-01-05T19:35:00.000+08:00

i feel like running away, i want to run away. but i just hate myself for running away everytime.

had cip today. most people not at home. ate lunch and went SSA to do voluntary work for the tsunami thing. had fun. haha. lotsa funny things happened. khai insists that that not-bad-looking guy is a sissy. lol. kinda cannot believe it.

then there's this woman whom i kinda don't like. her attitude pisses me off. c'mon lor, we are all there to help. don't use that kinda you-sure-you-know-meh look on us. we're not idiots. we know what to accept and what to reject. yea its that woman we were talking about the "ahem" thing. lol. shan't say too much. =X

it really feels great to do this kinda cip. hee. enjoyed myself though its just folding and sorting of clothings.

went kbox with pat xingying after the NEWater plant trip yesterday. argh. should have helped out at the cca screening. since i went to the plant before. anyway kinda enjoyed the ktv session. got this interesting guy who came in for the slightest thing. screamed a lot. hehh. enjoyed. =D

take care. =)

2005-01-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

from jingjie's blog!!

[tHe.a.B.c's.oF.mY.20o4]
[a]---Attitude
[b]---Bball rocks
[c]---Complicated
[d]---Drowned in work
[e]---Endless dilemma
[f]---Fatigued
[g]---Get the hell outta my life you idiot
[h]---Heck care everything
[i]---Indifference
[j]---Jumbled thoughts
[k]---Keeping quiet is the best
[l]---Looking away
[m]---Mixed emotions
[n]---Nocturnal
[o]---Overstretched tolerance
[p]---Problematic
[q]---Questionable feelings
[r]---Restrained
[s]---Sensibility
[t]---Temperamental
[u]---Unexpected
[v]---Vulnerablility
[w]---What the hell
[x]---Xmas tsunami
[y]---Yucks
[z]---Zapped

2005-01-02T20:11:00.000+08:00

school's reopening tomorrow. argh. what a way to start 2005. maybe i should just look on the bright side of life. going back to school also means meeting up with friends again. hahz.

went causeway point today. bought presents. haha. haven't finish buying. blahhhs. shall go again on wednesday or something. since i already know what to buy. =)

okok la, short entry. take care peeps! =D

2005-01-01T13:30:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!

haha, actually nothing to be happy about. death toll so high. what a way to spend new year. now just hope that more survivors will be found.

changed layout. can't really bear to change away the weibo one though. haha. school's reopening soon. boo. i'm studying everyday. haha, suddenly i'm so hardworking. surprised at myself too. =X

okay la, short entry. gotta go buy socks and rubber bands. last minute. haha. takecare` =)

2004-12-26T21:06:00.000+08:00

kope from qiao's blog. interesting. hahaz. lazy update. so just post this. =P did a few other quizzes. im boredd you see. hee.

You are a dark girl. You have a really quiet and
really a i dont' care attitude. You like to be
alone and that is what you enjoy. You don't
like to be around others and you'd rather be
away from here. You have a get away from me
look and others find you bitchy and
self-rigious. You'd rather read than be at a
fair but that's ok because that's who you are.

Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
brought to you by Quizilla

You are a violin. You are very held back and
quiet. You do what you want and that usually
means something quiet like reading or writing.
You are calm and perhaps considered dark to
some. But you rarly talk to anyone besides
your close friend or family.

(BEAUTIFUL anime pics) What is your soft toned intrument?
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2004-12-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

merry christmas! just started my revision. shall start doing physics ten year series soon. but well, i admit that my physics sucks. hahz. went causeway point just now to get ba gua. hee. nice nice. school's starting soon and im dreading it. bahhh.

had santiga'o4 chalet. me went home on the second night. with xiying. hahaz. bbq was on the first night. ms liang and mdm wong couldn't make it. sadd. mr yong left earlier for appointment. but there's always mdm tang! hahaz. met up with khai jiaen fabian to get the bbq stuff. then took cab to downtown east. the driver was dao. yuckk. keep giving that kinda face. antisocial.

reached the chalet. not many people there yet. slacked lor. hahaz. after that went to set up the things. had a fun time thawing the chicken wings with connie. hahaz. the fire was too big. --" burnt lotsa aluminium foil. hahz. then mdm tang came. chatted at one table. then fangyi jiawei yiyang finally came. chatted with them then mdm tang joined in. haha. funny conversation.

cleared up everything. went upstairs and played mahjong. hahaz. it was rocking with people like jenn jingjie connie. 'cause there's always something to laugh about. didnt sleep the first night. went for mac breakfast! lala~ then went kite flying. blew bubbles. hahaz. childish but fun. keke. fell asleep back in the chalet. then went home le.

im gonna be a good girl and mug! =) takecare`

2004-12-18T13:17:00.000+08:00

yahh im updating. like finally. hahaz. shall update a bit of the past few days.

went out with pat jenn on wed. suntec. ate ~~rocking~~ kenny rogers. hahaz. shall stop teasing pat le la. =D spent quite a lot that day. was looking for my s&k skirt. in the end i went harbour front to get it. =\ pat spent a lot. i spent about 40+ too. overspend. jialatz.

yesterday was sharon's birthday. hahaz. Happy Birthday Sharon! Be A Happy Cow Always =) anyway i went kbox with selian xingying xiying. i was late =( so long never oversleep le lor. break record. i was 1 hour late =X sorry! hahaz. it was fun!! okay la, i admit im the one fooling around. =P the room was bloody cold. had a nice time laughing. the remote is cursed. always go against me. boo.

went to meet my jie at tpy after that. i was 30mins early she was 30 mins late. ended up i waited for 1 hour. --" bought lollipops! 4 only. hahaz. watching too much love storm these days. see zaizai always eating. cannot resist temptation. keke. went queensway. couldn't find nice shoes. hunger added to my frustration. end up i didn't buy anything. oh wells.

pulled my jie all the way to hougang eat my favourite curry rice. hee. nice nice. so long never eat le. the auntie there was nice. kept chatting with us. hahaz. me eat their curry rice since small. last time p6 practically every morning eat. hehh. then went heartland mall. siann. nothing one. hahaz. then went home le lorz. -tired-

okok la, stop here. takecare` =)

2004-12-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

here to blog again. hahaz. choir was quite okay today. time passes really quickly. we're left with, 3 weeks of holidays? quite looking forward to santiga chalet. bbq too. but i'll miss home. hahaz. getting attached to my family. =D chatted with pat xingying at amk mrt station after choir. talked about the stupid things we did when we were small. hahaz. interesting.

i think my temper getting better le. at least i don't fight with my jie over trivial matters. hahaz. learning to take everything with a smile is quite nice too. reading chinese storybooks recently. first time. hee. qiong yao's books are nice. finished her yan yu meng meng yesterday. nice story. makes you wanna continue reading to the end. =)

i need vcds!! don't mind any nice chinese storybooks though. hahaz. tomorrow gonna have a meeting about the bbq. shall be mummy's girl and help her cause nobody's gonna be home except me. hope i remember la. hee. no motivation to start work. hmmm. well, maybe i should get another notebook la(though i always can't finish using them). start planning, revising. time to put my feelings aside and work le. w e i b o rocks! cheers~

2004-12-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

today is a happy day. haha. i'm smiling all day =). went to see weibo today!!!! wuHa!! met jenn amanda yuyan ly jacq at jurong east stn and went imm. there were a lot of people though it was 12.30 only. but we weren't very far back. the security guards are darn useless and attitude. shan't comment anymore =\. left our bags there and went for lunch first. jenn was desperately looking for the album.

waited waited and waited. finally weibo came!! oh mann, he's so shuai! his hair rocks!!! =D he sang, then started autographing. everybody was jumping queue. maybe not everybody la =X. then ly had to go. and i got my album signed! hee. shook his hand and asked him to jiayou. he said thank you and smiled -usual reaction-. hahaz. i was trying to let him sign the back of the lyrics book since it was nicer. but too bad la, cannot. jenn got his poster!! -im jealous-

went home after that. hee. tired but happy. watched psc nite. weibo! coincidence la, was actually switching channels. my ma said weibo very shuai! =P then watched idol encore. found it quite boring. don't know why.

i'm getting bored. dug out my mvp and watched the last disc for the don't-know-how-many-th time. was watching the rest w/o any order, jumped around. like the part where xiaoxi and chenfeng met. hee.

stop here la. hee. t a k e c a r e - - *

2004-12-08T04:26:00.000+08:00

a very touching story, if you want to spend time reading. =)

愛，經不起等待?

三更半夜電話鈴突然響起，我像沒頭蒼蠅似的跌跌撞撞奔向電話，

拿起聽筒，對方已經掛斷了。

他媽的，就算打錯了，好歹也該說句對不起，

我一時之間心裡很空，有種酸酸的失落，

彷彿心裡有些塵封的回憶又被觸動，

不知道是放下電話好，還是自己再胡亂做些什麼，打發時間和寂寞。

躲回床上，我真覺得冷，想起了自己久別的戀人，一直想到失眠。

去年秋天，有一次她打電話給我，要我去找她。

我到了她家門前才發現她一個人坐在台階上，眼睛紅紅的。

沒等我問怎麼了，她就衝過來一把抱住我的脖子，

說﹕"沒家的感覺好可怕。"

於是就一把鼻涕一把淚的往我身上擦。

我不明所以，只是盲目的擁抱她，告訴她﹕"你不會沒有家的。"

後來我才知道，那天她只是誤把自己反鎖在門外。

她有一雙很普通的眼睛，普通的眉毛，普通的鼻子和嘴巴。

就算是站在你的面前，就是這麼一個普通的女孩﹔

如果走入人群中，立刻找不到她的身影。

可是我依然愛她很深。

此刻我拿出她的照片，那是她曾給我的唯一的一張照片。

照片上的她穿著我送給她的白色T恤。

那也是我們相識三年中，我曾送她的唯一一件衣服。

僅僅四十塊錢，是逛路邊攤時隨意買來的，

可是買過後，她久久不肯穿，我一直以為她不喜歡。

在我的威逼利誘下，她終於承認是"捨不得穿"，因為是我送給她的。

面對這樣一個女孩，我常有的是感動。

可是我卻不知道該如何去回報她的深情，我也不知道該如何表達清楚我自己。

或許我也從未想過要去對她說些什麼永遠的誓言，跟她在一起的時光都是甜蜜的。

夜深人靜，我輕輕撫摸手中的照片，不願放下。

淚一滴滴落在照片上，來不及擦乾淨。

我覺得用"自我感覺完全錯位"這句話來形容自己一點都沒錯。

不論是我激動還是我平靜的時候，我都不太懂得如何解釋自己。

相識三年多，她終於向我提出了分手。

理由只是﹕在我身邊，她找不到可以依靠的感覺。

我知道自己很想挽回，可是不知道該如何去挽回。

我知道她並非是真的要和我分手，但我卻沒有再多問，

只是覺得心很痛,很痛，痛得自己幾乎無法承受。

我忍住心裡的天崩地裂，平靜的吐出一句話﹕"如果你想要分手的話，那好吧。"

那一刻，她望了我很久，眼神中有一種失望和的複雜，

我覺得自己是個十惡不赦的罪人。

當她轉過身大步離去，我知道自己再也無法將她喚回。

是否相愛的人，永遠都只能像兩列平行的火車，只有擦身而過的緣份。

他們在相愛的時候，忘記了去傾訴。

他們在等待，等待對方先說出來。

可悲的人，為何要如此高傲﹖為何要如此固執﹖

我們的故事本該到這裡就結束了，劃上一個平淡而又無奈的句號。

可是沒有。分手的一個多月後，她出了車禍，

從來都習慣，這樣的事發生在別人的世界裡。

可是它這次實實在在的發生在我身上，發生在我眼前，

奪走了她，我的愛人，這個我曾一心一意要她做我老婆的女孩。

和她同校的一個好朋友把這件事告訴我之後，我一拳把他打倒在地。

接著我扶起他，"我說哥們，今天可不是四月一號，別跟我開玩笑成麼﹖"

他沒有怪我，緩緩向我說出她出殯的日期。

我只知道自己雙腿一軟跪在地上，其餘什麼也不知道了。

我和她相處了三年，有一千多天，很長很長。

出殯那天，我只能遠遠地跟在她親屬們的身後，

淚水滂沱的我終於明白，為何當初她那樣的依戀我。

當時的我，肝膽俱裂，我多想再擁她入懷中。

再拉住她的手，讓她乖乖地跟在我身旁，

可是伸出手，我只能拉住幻覺。她永遠地走了。

出事後的日子裡，我每晚都做著同樣的夢，醒來後才發現，我的枕頭已經濕透了。

此刻的黑暗中，手捧她的照片，我的感覺再次錯位。

我躺下，在身邊留出位置，讓我的愛人就睡在我身旁。

我親愛的朋友，或許你們比我經歷的事要多的多。

可是，聽我一句好嗎﹕能珍惜就珍惜吧！

她向你要的，或許只是一種歸屬感。

如果你真的愛她，請你一定要把你心裡的話說給她知道。

讓她從心底裡有個依靠。

好姐妹們，或許妳們也經歷了很多感情。

可是，聽我一句好嗎﹕能珍惜就珍惜吧。

妳向他要的，要明白勇於表達出來。

如果妳是愛他的，把妳心裡的話說明白，

讓他知道用妳能懂的方式去愛妳。

因為，愛經不起等待

2004-12-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

星期六女人

外表上帶著一種神祕感，不易讓人窺視內心世界
個性獨立自主且真性情，難以抗拒的歷練與智慧
外表冷豔內心熱情澎湃

如果投入了一愛情關係，會變成不折不扣的女人
努力專心的以愛情為主

人生歷練通常極為豐富，冷靜理智心胸十分開闊
不會凡事計較怨天尤人

hee. got this from shiukit. quite accurate actually. interesting hur? i'm gonna die of boredom soon. finished my vcds. saddening yeahh? gotta borrow more le. wahahaz.

i'm gonna go shoez hunting. maybe with my ma or jie. time to get school shoez! my pa sponsoring, so nice of him =D. shall start saving now for my mp3 player!! kampate! i can do it. hee. okok la, update until here. takecareeee*

2004-12-06T20:39:00.000+08:00

hahaz. me and pat went 2/1 chalet on sat. we meet at tpy at like, 8.45? hahaz. i only had 3 hours of sleep that day. took mrt to bedok and then took cab. save the walking. hehh.

called like every possible person in the chalet, but end up only selian picked up. hahaz. waited for everyone to wake up and then went to rent bicycle!! cycled quite far. 2 hours lorz. butt pain. reached de left end with sharon, was chatting on the way. after that we went the other side, but not very far though.

went for ddr afterwards! hahaz. me still not very good at it. must practice more. was playing this punching game. so fun. can vent anger one. =P went 7-11 to buy some food. the kinder chocolate is nice!

at night watched hzgg3. so sad. poor yongqi and xiaoyanzi. after that watched idols. was busy observing if taufik and sly close their eyes while they're singing. end up laughing till peng. played murderer and heart attack too. a lot of jokes la. pat went home. hahaz. then started to play entangle. then the knot like forever cannot untie like that. lol. i went home when they just started playing blind mice. hahaz. =P

yesterday and today were the normal days la. went for choir with jiaying and xingying. got sweets!! hahaz. end here. takecare` =)

2004-12-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

sly lost. quite disappointed though its kinda expected. happy for him still cuz he got a contract too. really big thanks to weiting! hahaz i'm sooo grateful!! she called me to let me listen to the live performance and helped me buy the lime mag poster. really don't know how to thank you man! sorry pat forgot to help you get the taufik one.

anyway, went suntec with evonne on tuesday. wanted to catch a movie but end up i didn't feel like watching. sorry. nice chat with you. shopped around aimlessly lorz. helped my pa buy cd. that dao lang. hahaz. quite nice la. saw bohui though. go suntec also will bump into you. hahaz.

tomorrow is 2/1 chalet le. me only going in the day. feel kinda guilty. actually looked forward. then my pa maybe not sponsoring me. now he's sponsoring le, but i still not staying overnight. sorry. recently just feel like locking myself at home and watch vcd. i don't want to think about anything.

2004-11-28T17:49:00.000+08:00

*--listening to--* .Bon Jovi. Always

i update le update le.
hahha. nth much to update oso.

was busy watchin vcds tis few days.
anywayy, watched the incredibles on tues.
went jurong point. hahha. der no yakun toast.
walk walk watch movie le jiu go hm lorz.

wed i stayed hm. help my ma.
thurs i went visit lyn wif selian. -finally-
den v bored, went out too early.
so walked der lorz. but im still early. =booked de social lounge. sing w/o cds. --"
den tried to imitate sly's i swear.
laugh until peng. den went play pool n table tennis.
eat alot. keke. den after awhile jiu go hm le.

fri went bugis wif selian pat yong.
met at orchard at 10.45. so early.
had a hard time wakin up. hehh.
went long john eat. interestin stuffz happened.
den selian bot her bag. hahha.
walked abt aimlessly lorz.

den me n pat went watch de fearless 5 on 5!
sat der fer almost 3 hrs. damn regret neva wear jeans.
hahha. oni like enjoyed 2 matches out of de 5 we watched.
de sheng-long team n de orange-jersey team.
had qt a gd view thou. hee.
den we went far east. ate yakun toast!
yummy. yakun toast rawkz!
den walk walk jiu go hm le lorz.

recently im tryin to discipline myself. =X
settin curfew fer myself. reachin hm b4 7.
pa n ma recently neva reli say me le.
hahha. wo bian guai le. =P

okok la. i go watch vcd le! cyaaa*

2004-11-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

*--listening to--* .S.H.E. Hou Niao

hahha. im here agn to bloggg.
nth but my boring life. hahhaz.
was basically rottin at hm dese days.
muz faster go visit lyn le.
keep sayin but neva go. hahhaz.

today my ma cooked laksa! *yummy*
v nice. hahhaz. as usual la.
cuz i neva eat outside laksa b4. =X
she made lime juice too!
i helped her squeeze de limes. wasnt dat fun after all.
hahha. den my jie wann go ntuc buy milk.
but end up din buy. dotz.
walked n walked.
decided to hop over to my cousin's hse.
c jasmine n mabel! hehh hehh.

mabel was slpin. den we played wif jasmine.
she learnt how to "dance" le. lol.
went hm after a while.
den my ma say coconut milk not enough.
so went ntuc(agn) to help her buy.
glued myself to de comp after dat.
hahhaz.

enuf abt my borin life le. lol
gotta do some catchin up wif some ppl le.
goin to suntec wif evonne next tues!
happi happi. =D

sokkiang: yeahh lets go out!! since everytime hols can oni meet up once.=)

2004-11-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

*--listening to--* S.H.E Hou Niao

today me sharon pei-ed selian go rebond hair.
she sat der fer like 6 hrs? power sia.
sharon got de pmk tee i like!! *jealous*
nbm, i shall keep de money fer my s & k skirt.
polo tee too! =)

was v bored der, talked abt everyting under de sun.
den i was decidin if i was hungry.
hahhaz. i cant diff craving fer food n hunger.
den walked to sun plaza wif sharon.
she say if she sit der fer 6 hrs she'll go mad.

tues went town wif pat. buy prezzie.
fer my long lost son edmund. =X
crapped lorz. walk n walk. hahhaz.

hahhaz. anywayy.
Happy Birthday Edmund!!
grow up la. =X

end here, takecareeee*

2004-11-16T20:47:00.000+08:00

*--listening to--* .ayu. carols

today got de xinmin workshop.
den i woke up le oni care abt my tagboard.
den pissed my jie off. paiseh ah.
den rush rush go out. late le.
hair oso no time tie. juz heck.

met xingying n jiaying at amk.
den went wif de other sops.
xinmin so far!! waseh seh diao.
den got tis guy choir de.
we c him jiu say "wei got choir de!"
v loud i tink. hahhaz.
he clever. take bus.
we stoopit stoopit walk der.
1 hr early wad. hahhaz.

got tis v frenly gal der,
stand at de staircase to say hi to everyone.
hahhaz. so sweet. der v v cold.
agnes was askin me, "penguins at north or south pole ar?"
hahhaz. funny sia. north pole got wad?
santa claus? hahhaz.

din realli sing well.
weiyee say cuz she not der.
hahhaz. "yahh lorz". =X
tis gal damn power. hahhaz.
ppl ask her go xinmin, she go anderson wait.
den deb ask her pia cab down.
de taxi driver tk her to old xm. --"
in de end she went home lorz. lol.

hahhaz. recently abit feel like stayin hm.
i oni wan jurong point!!
dun feel like goin anywher else.
wahhahaz. hope u cheer up wor!! =)

2004-11-15T08:33:00.000+08:00

*--listening to--* .ayu. End Roll

hmmm. was readin idol` forum.
qt sadd la. c all 3 of dem kena critisized like siao.
but nbm la. i feel dat all 3 of dem rock can le.
dat forum kinda took away my mood.

well, ytd i went jurong pt.
hahhaz. was jokin dat mayb i can like,
sit at de mrt station der n mayb sly will pass by.
hahhaz. i was juz too bored.

jurong pt is a nice place la. hahhaz.
lotsa fast food, nice shops.
went hm qt early thou. feelin sick.

went over to my cousin hse.
de twins not in. wasted trip.
hahhaz. so near anywayy. can go agn.

cant get to slp. slept at ard 2.
woke up at 4. sian diao.
online until now lorz.
kept openin de fridge to tk food. keke.
kept myself busy by writin testi fer ppl.
posted alot on bulletin oso. blehh.

sian. tml's de xinmin workshop.
me lei. no consent form.
dun haf score fer set piece. haben learn oso.
sian ar sian ar. muz jiay0u le.
miss 2 choir pract le. muz motivate myself le.
hahhaz. kampate! -determined-

okok la. i go le. hee. takecareeee*

sylveSter_r0cks//-oliNda-r0cks..//`taufIk¯r0cks

2004-11-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

*--listening to--* .britney. Lucky

hmm. was watchin idol` encore.
big band. lurrve sly's the way you look tonight.
kinda dreadin next wk's idol`.
dunno y. firz time. gettin attached to dem ba.

both taufik n oli r gd. undeniably.
i'm nt exactly crazeee over sly.
but i juz lurrrveeee de way he is.
was so anxious ytd wen he was in botttom 2.
haiz. heng he wasnt out.
dun wann any one of dem out lei.

accompanied my ma to perm her hair today.
gt qt pissed. temper abit bad.
felt bad. hmm. pa bot dinner fer me.
sianz. cant find my mood. hahhaz.

v0te _fEr syLveSterrrrrr!!!!!!!